Tuesday, January 30, 2007
went to bed at nine yesterday and woke up at two in the morning to study for THE MATH TEST.
i spent half an hour trying to recall where were my notes, so effectively i only studied for one hour plus.
oh well, at least i tried. (:
but i still couldnt solve half the questions during the test!
how demoralising, but math has always been this way for me.
i saw something in my phone that made me happy the moment i woke up today.
whether you really meant it or not, it made my day.
breaks these few days were spent with the two LAOs at our newfound secret hiding place!
we always manage to find things to laugh/gossip about.
the marshmallow pork was constantly on the lookout for HER eyecandies, hahaha.
physics lecture today was wasted on the mini project presentations.
i think only the first one was entertaining. hahaha. the marshmallows experiment was applicable to SOMEONE ey, lol.
ohh ohh, the sexuality talk was super embarassing can!
-runs and hide
the person who gave the talk made seven girls do some dumb dumb demonstration.
me, pork, and nana were three of the seven girls.
had to hold a cup with chemicals and mix the chemicals around with the rest of the girls.
then the presenter will inject some indicator into our cups.
if our liquids in the cup turns pink we're 'HIV positive'!
goodness. hahaha, so all of us were 'infected' except for one, EWW.
hmm, school team selections are going to be over soon.
everytime i ask myself why do i really want to be in the team, i cant really answer.
to fight for honour for the school and myself?
or maybe its because of the fact that it's what i (we all)'ve been working so hard towards since the day i joined squash.
and life is never really fair.
each and every one of the squash girls have been committed to squash for the past one year or so, even though it might not be priorities for some of us.
yet, some of us will not get to go for the inter-school tournament.
but i really hope that we'll still get the chance to train as a team after the school team is chosen. (:
your own mentality in the game is really important.
friends' encouragements can only support you up till the point you step through that glass door.
after that, you're on your own.
i find that i lack the strength to not give up when i'm starting to miss a few balls.
guess this is something i've got to overcome! (:
i don't like the feeling of losing. but who does?
hahaha, cf suggested to me to lose more, so that i'll get used to losing. X)
damn, its the SPEAK EZY thing tomorrow.
think i'll just talk rubbish and bluff my way through, heh.
cross country @ bishan park 1 this friday!
running the competitive race.
losing is okay, as long i don't finish last. X) HAHA.
