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Sunday, August 13, 2006

okay. i went to cut my hair short and got my third and fourth ear holes. (:
maybe im jus trying to distract myself from doing all these, i dont know.
but i kinda like my new hair. (although i really REALLY regretted when the hairdresser was halfway through it.) and am so proud of my earholes!
bang. and its all over.

i wna be happy. teach me how. i've lost my smiles and laughter. and cant find them back.
it might be easy for you, but it aint for me.

why do i insist on looking at the things which make me ___?
maybe one day i can get over it. and not give a flying ____ about it anymore. jus not now.

some days, i jus dont like myself so so much that i wna hide under my blanket and not have to see ANYONE.
i dont like to make people worry, but i cant jus pretend that im ~~alright.~~
aye. i should jus go off and stop acting like some mental depressant.