scribbles.

2008-05-06T16:52:00.001+08:00

BIG SURPRISE! :D
No la, I'm not using back my blogger account.
Just came back here cos I was too bored at work.

Hahaha, bet no one even comes here anymore except to link to my new blog. Heh.

Anyway, I suddenly feel like reading all my past entries leh.

BYE!

2008-02-18T13:59:00.001+08:00

HELLOOOOO OLD BLOG!

I miss my old blog very freaking muchly. :D

2008-01-02T22:29:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE, I'M NOT GOING TO BLOG HERE ANYMORE.
i've moved on to my new blog!
so, it's bye-bye for good. :D

i will miss this blog!

For now, it's www.jjooyyccee.wordpress.com! :D

2008-01-02T11:38:00.001+08:00

my heart sank when i heard BEEP! instead of BEEP BEEP! this morning.
hahah, damn sad.
but i had extra one day of BEEP BEEP! heh. good enough la.

mornings are good. :D
the air is damn fresh and i realise i haven't been waking up so early since the end of A's.

i miss the smell of school. lol.
saw so many ajcians going to school today. ):

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2008-01-02T00:04:00.000+08:00

yay, i realised my ezlink card is still child fare!
hahaha, how i hope it stays this way forever. :D FAT HOPE.

school's reopening tomorrow! and i have to wake up at six.
yes, i'm bringing jess to her new school tomorrow. lucky my ezlink is still 45 cents. HAHAHA.
and i'm so dead la, i don't usually have the habit of tapping out.

her new school is so near to aj, it'll be the same feeling as going back to school myself. lol.
i really miss school!
miss lectures, tutorials, breaks, KIM WAH, MEIQI, LILING and the snacks stall nuggets.
it's only when things are gone then you'll start to miss it.

anyway! i'm going back to aj tomorrow la.
going to bring ugly cupcakes for coach, hj and chuan. heh.

darling is working there to promote TIME magazine too!
tomorrow is such a happening day, i get to go back to school. HAHAHA, can peek at the orientation.
and there's training too. YAY. :D
i've never been this enthu about school reopening before, usually i'm too disgusted by all my unfinished holiday homework.

i uploaded photos of new cupcake designs! go take a look if you have time yea? hee.

2008-01-01T01:12:00.000+08:00

AHHHH, i was supposed to post my thoughts about year 2007 before it ends, but looks like i couldn't make it in time.

just got back from the countdown at esplanade, it's really a once-in-a-lifetime experience ey.
i will never do that again! lol.
so sorry to my girlfriends though, hope you girls had fun!

HAPPY 2008 to everyone whom i love and loves me! :D
have a fantastic year ahead babes and dudes.

anyway, 2007 has been one hell of a roller coaster ride for me.
a year full of stress and pressure.
school, family, relationship.
been through alot, but i've achieved nothing. how sad, hahaha.
can't really recall everything, only major ones like squash inter-school and, of cos 'A' Levels.

2007 is one year whereby i particularly want to thank my friends.
i couldn't have made it through 2007 without them. :D
especially thanks to qian, jaz, teng, chuan, jol, jac and shan.

thanks for always being around to share my troubles, and to lend your listening ears.
you might not have known, but you girls really helped pull me through the year.

i'm thankful for these few girls because i can really talk to them without having to fear that they're gonna judge me.
anything under the sun, they're always here for me.
love you all, have the most wonderful year ahead!

i'm not looking forward to year 2008!
especially the ez-link card part. travelling is going to be super expensive!
i'm not a child anymore. ):

anyway me and BFF set up a online bakery selling cupcakes!
hahah, i've linked it at the side bar of my blog, please go visit.
it'll be best if you can order alot alot from us. :D

and they taste very nice! i made the banana one today and my dad gave it the green light!
he's the fussiest eater i ever know, it means our cupcakes are good.

doing business is exciting! hahaha, it doesn't matter if we fail in the end la.
the experience is good.
hope i can get into business course! HOPE ONLY LA. i know it's damn hard.

oh, and i shall not make any new year resolutions this year. hahaha.
they don't work.

for the past year, i think i've matured. a little, hahaha.
as in, recently i've changed the way i view things. i don't think the same way as i used to.
i don't believe in some things anymore.
it's hard to say exactly which part of me has changed, i'm not too sure either! lol.

alright, this is such a wordy post, i've become more naggy!
urgh, i don't wanna grow old. :/

Happy New Year to all again!

luckily i didn't do anything stupid just now. thank god for shan's incoming call to prevent me from looking dumb. lol.

2007-12-31T00:18:00.000+08:00

hello! it's the last day of year 2007, and i'm here to blog!
i shall update about what i did the past couple of days before i reflect for the year. :D

i've spent the past few days with BFF!
hahaha, went window shopping on the 27th.
i hate window shopping! and it's really a good thing i left my atm card at home. lol!
i have zero self control, la.
anyway the purpose wasn't to really shop, but i shan't elaborate.
LMAO.

BFF called in sick at work the next day and spontaneously dated me out for suntanning @ sentosa!
the sun was really good, for the first time in many days. hahah.
i'm like really bronzed now! whee. :D
haven't tanned for so long. now i got new tan-lines. :D
took photos but i shall not upload!
hahaha. anyway we left just before the sun set, and partly because we saw quite a few aj guys.

after that went to vivocity to shop.
GUESS what?
hahaha i bought two GUESS wallets cos they were on sale!
got one for my mum.
i should just snap my atm card into two to prevent myself from overspending. LOL.

29th, BFF came over my house to bake cupcakes!
i baked, she helped awhile then go and utilise my uZAP and play with xiaobai.
hahaha.
these are the cupcakes we made!
quite ugly, but very edible okay.

and yesterday was officially 'the craziest day of our lives'. hahaha.
we did some crazy stunts but i shall not divulge. it just involves a lot of sneaking around and running about.
and alot of travelling. :D
use your imaginations!

my cupcakes are called 'UGLY CUPCAKES', hahah.
on my way home, i realised i was so preoccupied with baking and didn't eat my lunch and dinner. :/

baked some more cupcakes today. okay, technically speaking, yesterday.
wanted to give shan and jac cos we had a squash dinner just now. (:
and i went hougang to meet darling before dinner, cos i made for her too.
the ones i baked today were much, much nicer. hahaha.

so pretty ey! hahaha, i'm bringing some to chuan tomorrow. which means i have to wake up early and go to school!
she's working in aj.
how, i think i'm such a nice friend. HAHAH.

i feel like selling my UGLY CUPCAKES, but i don't think anyone will buy.
and baking is super hard work, half my day was gone after making thirteen cupcakes. lol.
especially washing up!
i. hate. washing. ):
shall find a way to sell them. hahaha. please buy from me if i decide to sell them online!
i'm a budding entrepreneur! :D

and i'm making for my coach this wednesday. i want to try new flavours! like banana cupcake. :D
the ones i tried making are oreo cheese and normal cupcakes.
i want to open a bakery in future!
like so fun, get to make cakes everyday. hee.

had squash dinner just now, at cityhall new york new york.
ate fish 'n' chips, damn sinful. but it's not that bad since i missed lunch, dinner and lunch today. :D
only three girls turned up, including me. hahaha.
the first time in history that more guys than girls are present for squash gathering.
coach and coach sao came too. :D

i'm too tired to post my reflections for 2007, shall do it in the morning instead.
off to bed!

2007-12-27T10:46:00.000+08:00

hello!
yesterday was such a busy day at home, hahah.
i cleared out all my storybooks, i have thousands of them! nightmare. lol.

these piles are just part of them, we threw out quite alot already.
i think my property of books have a net worth of a few thousand dollars. hahaha!

my parents wanted to me clear away those that i don't read anymore.
but i couldn't bear to throw away many of them!
so i kept my 64 enid blyton books, 37 of the sweet valley series and alot of books from other series.
the princess diaries, charmed, sabrina the teenage witch, a series of unfortunate events, archie comics, bookworm short stories, the naughtiest girl.
and the list goes on. hahaha.
even if i sell them for one buck each, i can still make a cool profit.

they accompanied me through my pri and sec school days, some are tattered and torn already.
some even lost their covers.
that explains how come i was a bookworm with a nerdy, thick, round specs back in primary school.
cos i really love to read.

sadly, the only 'books' i read after A's are stuff like CLEO, seventeen, women weekly, her world. blah blah.
hahaha, i get them for free anyway. :D

my daddy said i can keep for my future children, vintage collection of books. lol.

and i realised i have damn alot of zuo wen guide books.

twenty one, to be exact. :O
after sorting out everything, this was the pile i kept.

still a huge pile, but considerably lesser than before la.
how can i throw away my childhood! lol.
got sentimental value one eh.

i walked to amk hub to buy boxes to keep my books.

tada! they're sitting prettily inside the boxes now. hahaha.
the whole thing took me half a day la.
i hate packing things! :/
and i went to run! hahaha. i've forgotten how good running feels, (:

anyway, my dog is still as cute as ever. :DD
photos!

aww. hahah. (and yes, that is my fat thigh beside. urgh)

and my doggie is really not photogenic, it looks so much cuter in real life. hahah.

long post again!
and it's gonna be another busy busy day today.

oh!
and e-learning is so irritating, hahaha.
i'm doing e-learning for my basic theory, and smart me got full marks for all my assessments okay. :D

2007-12-25T22:20:00.000+08:00

dinner out with the family was great. (:
a happening affair, we managed to rescue an abandoned hamster!
hahaha, i swear my home is turning into a shelter for poor, homeless animals. heh, we're compassionate people! :D

the hamster was lucky it met us, it was being chased by xiao hei.
think of what would happen to it if we didn't see it. -shudders

anyone wants to adopt the hamster?
please tell me, we really can't keep it. lol.
one baby is enough for us already.

oh yes, back to the dinner.
i think its been like 4 years since the five of us eat out together.
its good to see my family happy like this. (: and the food was good as well!
ate lots of seafood, hahah.

anyway, just something random.
i've always appreciated my mum more than my dad.
but today, i realised i have a very nice daddy. :D

and i went shopping with darling in town today! retail therapy works really well for me.
oops, i think i've spent more than what i've earned for the past few days of christmas shopping.
the purpose of going town today, was to get a present for darling's friend, 'HE WHO SHALL NOT BE NAMED'.
hahahah!

i. shall. not. go. shopping. in. high. heels. ever. again.

remind me to wear my converse shoes next time i go shop! lol.
heels really kill, la.
wore heels yesterday too, that pair was worse. damn wobbly. :D
never mind, i shall blog about all my heels some other day. HA.

shopping was good today, i got both my sisters their christmas presents. (:
i also splurged on:
-three tee shirts with wacky slogans
-a pair of grey skinnies

that's my shopping list for today, only.
i SHALL NOT, WILL NOT spend anymore until chinese new year. hahaha.

okay, let's rewind.
christmas eve was well spent too!
met up with boona in town after her work to pass her christmas present.
that glutton was eating her present up as we walked around far east! lmao.

anyway, that ah soh took me budget shopping around town! hahaha.
she managed to chance upon this crazy MONDO sales at some ulu part of far east.
the shoes are really dirt cheap, ten bucks for a pair, albeit there weren't alot of choices left la.
mondo shoes usually go for twenty to thirty bucks per pair. :DD
urm, i bought three pairs of heels for myself, and a pair of flats for my sis.

did i mention that there were ALOT of people, and we had to squeeze around like some aunties? no image already, hahah.

then we shopped around some more cos boona wna get gifts for her parents.
and she ~~lured~~ brought me to lucky plaza!
i never shopped at lucky plaza cos that's like, a hangout for philippino maids la. LOL.
but the perfume there is really super cheap compared to normal prices.

i got my echo woman davidoff perfume for fourty bucks only.
cos i bought the tester, which looks brand new to me.
only it comes without the original packaging.
normally it costs me ninety bucks can! i feel so cheated.
it's exactly the same la, whalao. ):

yes, so i spent money like water for this christmas season.
i feel myself going broke. LOL.

this is such a wordy entry, i doubt anyone will finish reading it.
but, never mind! i shall continue. :D

after the very budget shopping with boona, i RUSHED HOME, DRESSED UP and RUSHED OUT again.
was supposed to meet darling for dinner at madjack's cafe, but we both were late!
we made reservations for six thirty and turned up at seven-ish. lol.

but thankfully the place wasn't really packed, and our food arrived at super speed. hahah.
the food was really GOOD, we ate till we couldn't walk.
go try if you have the time! it's at jalan kayu, the famous roti prata there.
photos! to make you drool.
but the photos don't do justice to the food, they tasted alot better. :D

we both had the ribeye steak in black pepper sauce.

spicy fries with cheese! hahaha, it was our favourite for the night.
we strongly recommend this. :D

empty plates, full stomachs. hahah, but there's ALWAYS room for dessert.

say hello to wild boy, hahaha. darling ate this banana thing. it's really damn nice!

sweetie pie's such a disgusting name for apple crumble. hahaha, i ordered this but i regretted!
so i could only watch (enviously) as darling ate hers. hahaha, never mind, i managed to steal bites. :D
yea, christmas eve dinner was satisfying!

i counted down to christmas this year! but not at town.
hahah.
anway, i enjoyed my christmas this year very much, thank you.
christmas is a time meant for you and your loved ones, :D

it doesn't matter where the problem lies, really.
maybe it's a problem that doesn't have a solution.
maybe it isn't even a problem for you.
just once, is enough. (:
i don't like writing in italics because it's so obvious who is it for.
lol, not THAT obvious. but all my close friends know, anyway.
those who don't know, obviously i'm not planning to let you know. hahaha!

2007-12-25T13:31:00.000+08:00

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D
XOXOXO, joyce.

2007-12-24T10:04:00.000+08:00

today's Christmas Eve!
meeting boona later in the afternoon, and i'm also looking forward to dinner tonight! (guess what? we managed to reserve seats! hahaha.)
heh, can't wait.

i shall temporary forget my diet and eat-all-i-want tonight. :D
hahah, i know its a bad idea, but it's also Christmas Eve. lol.
no more squeezing with the crowd in town this Christmas. yay.

since i have nothing to do now, i shall not waste money and go read my TIME magazine. :D

chuan said my gingerbread men are very nice. (i did not force her to say that okay!)
hahah, thanks to darling and chuan for the very nice pink and lime green notebook.
super belated, but just in time for 2008. :D
i specified that i want a blank one cos i want to use it as my organiser, since i'm not a very organised person and all.
hahah.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2007-12-23T22:36:00.001+08:00

HELLO!

i baked gingerbread men today, for christmas. :D
they are very edible.

GOODBYE!

2007-12-22T20:46:00.001+08:00

i'm not sorry at all that i'm not turning up for the christmas eve dinner.
i don't fancy having to plaster a big fake smile and having to make polite conversation on christmas eve.
i'm not obliged to.

anyway! not going to countdown this christmas eve.
(after the trauma that darling and me went through last year, i don't think so.)
it's gonna be fine dining for me. :D
any nice restaurants to recommend?
i bet they're all reserved already anyway. HOW! ):

anyway, christmas night is dinner out with the family!
i think its been ten years since we eat out together as a family la, i'm not kidding!
yay, looking forward to it.
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2007-12-22T15:03:00.000+08:00

look at my new dog:

okay la, he isn't mine.

he's been loitering around my neighbourhood for several days, i guess he's abandoned.
my family has been bringing it food everyday, so did other dog owners living around our area.

my dad really wanted to bring it home, but due to space constraint he didn't.
hahah, he has a soft spot for huge, handsome dogs la.

i don't know what breed is the dog, but he looks like some pedigree breed.
he has really sleek shiny fur. :D

hey, and i realised i'm not THAT afraid of dogs anymore.
but i still don't like cats, lol.

spent like one hour downstairs petting it and playing with him.
we call it xiao hei, hahahah.
he's really well trained and doesn't bite.

i want to bring it home but i think xiao bai will be terrified. ha.

suddenly, suddenly i'm so tired of everything.
i just want to lie in my bed and think about nothing.
emo day, hahah.

oh! i went to dig out my primary school stuff for tuition.
and and! i found my vintage collection of zuo wens. hahaha.
i've kept all my zuo wens from primary six cos my teacher gave me super high marks. :D
blog about it some other day, i can't resist showing off. hahaha.

2007-12-21T13:07:00.000+08:00

woke up at freaking early seven this morning, to bring smart ass for her secondary one registration. at anderson sec.
hahaha, the school i ALMOST got into a few years back.
but i'm glad i got into st nicks instead. (:

anyway! i sat in the hall and endured a few agonizing hours of talks.
by the principal, IT HOD, parents support group chairman, blah blah blah.
felt damn sleepy.
i realised i always stand in for my parents for this kind of things.
ey, too bad i don't have any older siblings. my meet-the-parents form always indicates that no one will be turning up to see the teacher. ha.

and the registration was quite screwed up, cos they were so inefficient.
the parents keep asking lots and lots of questions.
hello, your child is not getting married, they're only entering secondary school.
lol.
anyway i did my sis's registration in less than one minute.

i like to do my things fast.
i can't stand inefficient people! urgh. waste my time.

after everything, we went canteen to get her uniform and books.
hahaha, the uniform is the same as ai tong's, pinafore and blouse. only a shade of blue lighter.

in the end we didn't get the books, cos i was so pissed off with the super-long-and-not-moving queue.
so i stormed off. hahaha.
no la, i just told my sis we'll go get it some other day. she's the impatient type as well, so we decided to go home! :D

ah well, hope she'll have fun at anderson.

getting my pay later and going to shop for MORE christmas stuff.

i've been having this horrible cough for several days already.
and once i start coughing you won't hear me stop.
the only thing i love about this cough is that i get to drink pi pa gao! :DD hahaha.

oh, and i finally got a facebook account.
hahaha, it's supposedly the IN thing online nowadays.
st nicks has so many groups la, the orange bowl group, the i miss sports day group.
they even had a group for molly leong! hahaha, my detestable fat sec two form teacher. :p
look at one of the descriptions!

for those who love:
- canteen food (orange bowl!)
- morning assembly
- friday hall assembly
- different interperiod bells
- red bridge
- mrs hwang
- gorgeous jiemeis
- sports day (blue/red/yellow/green houses)
- ij uniform
- sewing belts just before checks
- looking at every mirror all over st nicks
- beautiful school building
- synthetic track and huge field
- mcdonald near the bus stop

those are just part of the st nicks memory.
i love st nicks. <3

oh yes, please do add me on facebook, i still don't know how to use it yet!
imma tech noob, hahaha.

2007-12-20T23:31:00.000+08:00

blogger is so screwed.
i want to change my blogskin! ):

today was the first tuition session, i didn't burst any blood vessels, so its good. hahaha.
my tuition kid xavier's chinese is really bad, though.
of cos, that's why he needs tuition. ha.

hope i get more kids like him. :DD as in, for TUITION la.

after tuition, i went town with darling to catch Alvin and the Chipmunks!
theodore is totally cute, ahaha. the fat, stupid and squishy one.
the storyline wasn't that great, but nobody cared cos the chipmunks were too cute. (:
no wonder hj wants a chipmunk as a pet. HAHAH.

i don't like christmas shopping, so crowded!
how to shop for stuff when you keep getting pushed around by people?
i've learnt my lesson, next time do my christmas shopping before christmas season.

yay, tomorrow's pay day!
lalala. (:

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2007-12-20T00:51:00.000+08:00

twelve hours of work today! and i survived. :D
in the morning damn slack, only fold napkins and walk around (while acting busy). hahaha, then went for dinner break.
the wedding banquet was quite screwed la.
stupid captain pair me with an inexperienced guy, we nearly died okay!
some other waiters are really sucky people, keep stealing our serving gear. :/

maia lee was one of the emcee, the singapore idol one.
hahaha wear until damn revealing, but of cos the guys will say that's called HOT.
-rolls eyes-

there was this table of drunkards. not one, but a whole table of them.
and they began making a scene towards the end of the banquet. super embarassing can.
just because we had free flow of beer they sat there and drank for all it was worth.
the bride's face was super black. hahah.

YAY, seventy bucks today. :DD

give me reason but don't give me choice;
you left me with neither.

i shall blog about a conversation between me and laopu!
yes that fat face is back from hokkaido and shanghai.
chuan is back from taiwan too! (:
look forward to my presents. ahaha.

Joyce says:
ehy tt day i saw a kuku guy carrying your mouldy green bag!
Joyce says:
and i sudd miss you
Elusive Quality. says:
................................
Joyce says:
:D
Elusive Quality. says:
u can jus say u missed me
Elusive Quality. says:
dun have to come up with stupid excuses !
Elusive Quality. says:
but i didn't miss u
Elusive Quality. says:
my mind is full of jon leong
Elusive Quality. says:
WOO
Joyce says:
hahaha eww, i won't bother coming up with that kind of excuses can
Joyce says:
digusting piece of shit leh you hahahah

Joyce says:
your sis more brave
Joyce says:
did she get his no.?
Joyce says:
maybe she secretly did
Joyce says:
and doesnt wna share with you
Joyce says:
hahahaha
Joyce says:
your future brother in law
Elusive Quality. says:
OMG i will slaughtter her
Joyce says:
:D
Joyce says:
later wedding day you get a shock!
Joyce says:
and snatch the groom
Joyce says:
omg
Elusive Quality. says:
. . . .
Joyce says:
drama
Joyce says:
sorry
Elusive Quality. says:
u been watchin too much tv
Joyce says:
twelve hours of work
Elusive Quality. says:
HAHAHA
Joyce says:
i got overactive imagination

lmao. i miss laopu and boona! where are you guys. ):

2007-12-19T09:39:00.000+08:00

AHHH, working 11 hours today! hope i'll be able to survive. :D

i desperately need a crash course for primary school science. :D
lol, how pathetic is that?
any volunteers?
maybe i'll get smart ass to help me, since she's science pro. hahaha.

alright, off to pack my bag for work. i tend to forget to bring things when i'm in a rush.

2007-12-18T15:07:00.001+08:00

my horoscope for this week is really really accurate! hahah.
i don't usually go for horoscopes and stuff, but its freaking-ly true, i have to believe it. :D

2007-12-18T12:56:00.000+08:00

p.s. online shopping is bad for my bank account. ):

p.p.s. boona says i'm in high demand! so i put that as my msn nick. hahah.

p.p.p.s. being random is fun. lol.

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2007-12-18T02:29:00.000+08:00

its two in the morning! and i just got back from work. dead beat.
work was good today, though.
cos i had a good partner! (: lucky he's nice and responsible, if not i'll have a hard time tonight.
if only everyday at work was like that, my life would be easier! lol.
anyway everyone was made to stay for OT, if not i wouldn't have.
still have to take cab home, zzz.

no work tomorrow, but its gonna be a long day as well.

yay, i'm still $20.60 short of what i need.
one more day at work will be enough to cover it. :D

i hope my tuition kid's a good one. hahaha.
teaching chinese tuition! if you know of anyone who needs please tell me ya.
tired! off to bed.

2007-12-17T15:12:00.000+08:00

i signed up for the driving basic theory course and got another haircut just now.
hahah, think i'll be able get my license in no time!
gosh, who am i kidding? lol. but need to wait so damn long for the practical test la. within four to six months of passing advanced theory.
anyway, i got no car to drive even if i pass. ha.
dad says he'll SEE HOW after i get my driver's license. :DD

driving is freaking expensive.
30 theory lessons for $150 plus.
eighty bucks for every practical lesson, and the counter person said on average everyone will need 20-25 lessons.
that's like, two thousand bucks flying away.
for my case, i'm sure i will need more than 25 lessons. HA.
if you cannot pass practical within six months after you pass advanced theory, have to pay to renew.
i'm feeling the pain for dad's pocket. ouch.

yes, cut my hair AGAIN. i got lots of hair to cut.
fringe damn short now. ):
i wanted to stop the auntie, but if cut too little not worth the money. HAHAHA.
never mind, i kind of like my short fringe. hee.

christmas is coming!
i like christmas carols at the shopping centres. :D

2007-12-16T19:10:00.000+08:00

i just made a maple caramel slice. :D
hahaha, its basically a no-bake brownie-like thingy.
i couldn't find un-iced plain chocolate biscuits! so i just used plain digestives. heh.
tastes as good.
its definitely one of my favourite comfort food.

shall go sign up for a driving course soon.
hopefully i won't be a road hazard! lol.
but i really have no sense of direction la, how. :/ i'll be losing my way all the time.

note to self: take time off to exercise!
haven't been exercising for a very, very, very long time.

2007-12-15T12:10:00.000+08:00

random photos, apparently i'm too bored.

i cooked long bean egg for lunch. hahah, 真是进得了厨房，出得了厅堂 eh!

my doggie and her toy dog. :DD

favourite yellow chair.

look at her! super greedy. she's like a bottomless pit for snacks.

2007-12-14T23:26:00.000+08:00

too shagged to blog yesterday. hahah, got lots of photos to upload and send to people. i know!
but my energy's running low these few days. ):

photos taken at darling's house a day before prom. hahah, i went over to try out my prom look.

super messy! but its not my room so its okay to post it up. :D

this is my room on the actual day of prom. super messy! but that was cos we were in a rush la. my bed's the one on the left. (:

shall not upload other prom photos because there are super alot.

chye seng went off first. hahah, he had a hot date and we couldn't keep him.

photos all without captions, cos i'm too brain-dead to think. hahah.

met up with jac, jo and hj at j8 in the afternoon to have lunch. ate at the hong kong cafe.
my first time there! the food was quite nice. i had the super cheesy chicken and mushroom baked rice.
it was such a huge portion, i left like half of the chicken untouched.

we had a birthday surprise for hj! hahah, got her this HUGE orange flower soft toy and some nail polish.
too early, but she's going overseas soon what. lol. glad she likes her presents. (:

urgh, i'm so not looking forward to tomorrow.

2007-12-14T01:03:00.001+08:00

RTC cafe sucks eh, that's all i can say la.

2007-12-12T23:17:00.000+08:00

BACK FROM CLASS DINNER!
oh my god, qi zi going army tomorrow! ):
anyway, we went to j8's pastamania for dinner. fats, fats, fats! all my class guys damn skinny la, okay those who turned up are. eeeww. don't like them.

ate dinner, talked, took photos. hahah, then we decided to go somewhere to camwhore.

went to the open plaza and did lots of crazy stuff! hahaha, all in the name of phototaking.
i better upload the photos and send them to people. jy keep nagging me! :/
i will send asap la, okay, heh.
people were staring at us like we are crazy people who escaped from the asylum. lol.

walked around j8.
then we sang a song for qi zi in the lift. damn retarded! hahah.

shall upload prom photos and the class dinner photos tomorrow. the sleepy bug is attacking. zzz.

2007-12-12T16:49:00.000+08:00

prom's over! after so much preparations and shopping.
it was alright i guess, lots and lots of photo-taking. barely touched dinner because i was too busy taking photos with everyone i know!
think i managed to take with all those i wanted to take with. (:
too bad only a few squash girls turned up for prom. shan, jac and jo crashed post prom, though. heh.

before prom darling came over to my house to dress up and stuff.
she went to the salon near my house to curl her hair! hahah. i got cheated of 6 bucks, my hair doesn't look any different from my normal hair. a bit straighter maybe. NEVER MIND. hahah.

boona was supposed to come over too, in the end she didn't because it was too rushed.
teng spent like SUPER LONG doing up her make up. hahaha, lousy pok. i did mine in less than half an hour. :D
pro eh, i love my smoky eyes!
my dad said it looks weird, but oh well, GUYS.
so many people asked me how much i did my make up for. its FOC! cos i did it myself. :DD

we rushed out of house hurriedly at six, and cabbed down to bp to fetch boona. the taxi driver took such a long route to the hotel! urgh.
luckily we weren't very late, reached at seven. just nice.

had fun commenting on what others were wearing. especially girls'. lol. i mean, how wrong can guys go, right?
some looked really pretty! and some looked.. erm. hahaha, alright, i've commented enough yesterday.
some wore until super casual, like they're going town for shopping la.

the prom programmes weren't terribly engaging, but i think they did their best already. lol.
prom king and queen, was expected. there was no fight for the prom queen at all la. what's with miss classic, hahaha.

went off for post prom after that.
lots of loud music and dancing, super tiring! hahah, danced with shan, stella, huihui, jac and jo.
i didn't touch alcohol, though. i think getting drunk outside will be a very unsightly affair. ha.

headed for home around two plus, cabbed home with darling. she stayed over at my house! hahah. washed up, and talked until four. fell asleep and woke up around twelve. heh.
photos another day! (:
i got to rush to the class gathering, farewell dinner for the guys who are going off to army soon.

2007-12-11T10:18:00.001+08:00

i made pancakes this morning! :D
but first, this was the lunch i made yesterday:
(hey i really can cook, lol.)

cute carrots and broccoli! but i don't like to eat carrots.
back to the pancakes i made just now. hahah.

first, go to the supermarket near your house and get the pancake mix. you can make them from scratch but its the least likely thing you would want to do first thing in the morning. i love betty crocker! the brownie mix is nice too. (:

there are instructions behind, though not very specific.
1 cup is around 16 tablespoons for the mix, and 237ml for water. so 3/4 cup is around 180ml. it sucks having to do math early in the morning.
i made 6 pancakes!

one ROUNDED tablespoon of the pancake mix.

you need a measuring cup for the 180ml of water, unless you're REALLY good at estimating. which, i'm not. heh.

pour the water into the huge mixing bowl which contains the 16 tablespoons of mix.

and then you whisk the water and the mix. you stir and stir and stir, until...

the batter is of a smooth consistency.
then you can take a look at the arm which you stir the batter with, should be able to see bulging muscles! hahah, okay that's too dramatic.
but really, where's a guy when you need one?

you need a pan like this. (: or something similar.

grease the pan with butter! in case the pancake sticks to the pan. you'll have a hard time washing up later.

pour a bit of the batter onto the pan and try to make it into a round, pancake shape.

flip the pancake over before it turns chao ta. hahaha, this requires advanced culinary skills okay! my pancakes look like roti pratas instead! but they taste like pancakes totally.

ta-da! you have a stack of pancakes for breakfast! :D please remember to buy maple syrup and not use honey. honey with pancakes taste awful.

there's always the easier alternative of walking over to macs and getting the hotcakes, though.

went over to darling's place yesterday. hahah.
played around with make up. we're so pro, we managed to achieve the smoky eye effect! (:
yay, going to do the same thing for prom later. qian and darling are going to come over later.
i had better go and make my house look more presentable. lmao.

2007-12-09T19:38:00.000+08:00

edited:
today is such a fucked-up day.
i really hate to use the f word, but it seems like the only apt word to describe my day.

my phone drowned this morning.
why do all my phones meet with the same fate? i'm so sad la. feel like dying.

it can be fixed, but all my messages will be gone, like forever.
so i get back a phone which functions perfectly, but what do i want it for? it's not going to be the same anymore. urgh, sucks.
i don't care if my phone decides to jump off from the 100th floor or take a swim in the sea now.
it's so useless, just a shell.

就好像变了质的东西，不可能还原。

so sorry to chuan and teng teng who had to bear with me today. ):
after meeting chuan at coffee bean, went to look for darling at junction 8.
she's the yellow power ranger. normally i'd upload photos, but i don't feel like today.

can i cry?

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2007-12-09T05:42:00.000+08:00

i woke up just now, at four plus. couldn't go back to sleep no matter how hard i tried, so i decided to wait for the sunrise. (:

i'm an angsty girl today, basically everything sucks.
maybe i'll change my mindset tomorrow, i'm as fickle as the weather. except the weather has been consistently BAD lately.
(why am i talking about the weather?!)

ahh, yes. anyway, something is bothering me.
does saying it out help? okay, its five in the morning, nobody's going to be awake. i'll be better off saying it to my doggie.
got so many emotions running through my head but its hard to express them all out. and i won't on my blog, la.
oh, treat this as a senseless post if you don't know what's bothering me.

anyway, i've sort of pieced everything together and see the picture. lol, i'm not that dumb afterall.
thankfully i'm not very dumb, if not i wouldn't have known. :D

can't wait to meet chuan at coffee bean later today.
i need to rant.

i was browsing through my computer documents and found something really cute!

photo of smart ass when she was primary one! hahaha wearing the ats uniform at the foyer (i think). feel like pinching her squishy cheeks. but her cheeks are anything BUT nice and soft and squishy now. lol.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SMARTY PANTS! :DD
you're going to get a surprise when you wake up later! hahah, bet you felt super disappointed yesterday. i'm a good actress ey?
you've one more year to being a teenager! are you excited? lol.

i always like to surprise people. hahah, it feels good to give, better than receiving.
seeing happy faces makes me happy too. ha.

edited:
i realised that writing in chinese helps. hahah, i like to go back to chinese once in a while. its the language i'm most comfortable with. (:

2007-12-08T18:41:00.000+08:00

lunched at new york new york today! :DD
the treat was from my ex-tutor and my sisters' current tutor. hahaha, she's so nice! not only because of the lunch la, she was always a patient tutor. no matter how slow i was. heh.
took some photos but i decided not to post it up. my face looks damn big. ):

after that went town-ing with the sister! hahah, and guess what?
i got the shades that i resisted getting yesterday. i'm such a failure at saving up. boo hoo.
got two tops as well. see! i told you i'm real good at spending.
accompanied the sister to buy her work attire. i don't have to cos i can fit into my mum's black pants. :D

yay, i have motivation to work now!
i just need to work for 21.6 hours to get it. (: go go go!

been seeing alot of familiar faces in town lately.
saw jag jag today! she got a NEW hairstyle and i couldn't recognise her when she was just beside me. hahaha.
showed her laopu's new hair from my camera! and she's going to laugh at laopu when she's back from shanghai and hokkaido. yes, that lucky pig is on vacation. forgot to wish her bon voyage. yikes.
met huizhen in perlini's silver! hahah, i think i'm blind or something la. it's always when people shout my name then i will notice. i'm NOT being dao.
OH OH, and chuan spotted our AJ CHIEF EXAMINER during A's and chai mingfang holding hands! in town!
i was too slow and could only see the back views. lol.
ms chai is the econs teacher with the weird pronounciation.
i saw some other people too, but they're not worth mentioning. ha. singapore is super small.

2007-12-07T22:02:00.000+08:00

after slacking around for so long, i've decided to go back to work at RTC. hahah, this time we're not working at the banquet, but at the cafe.
heard that it's much more tiring at the cafe. urgh, see how things go. i think i'm sticking to this until i can find a better job.
i miss the banquet job and the people, though. they still remember us! but dad doesn't want me to work past midnight.

after that went town to meet chuan for a movie date! :DD
we caught the golden compass. pretty nice show, i'd recommend it if you have the time and money to spare. heh.
bought a clutch for prom, a waste of money, i know.
want. to. go. shopping.
saw a really niceeee pair of shades today. but i managed to convince myself that i don't really need it.
shall meet up with pok again real soon! she went off in a rush today.

think i'm falling sick. oh wells, i'm already halfway there anyway. ):
off to play with xiao bai! its whining for attention. ha.

2007-12-07T00:02:00.001+08:00

when someone whom you love doesn't want to love you,
and at the same time,
someone whom you don't love wants to love you,
you've landed yourself in a big smelly heap of mess.

who's going to get me out of this mess?

2007-12-06T11:50:00.000+08:00

EDITED (with photos! :D)

alright, i shall start off from the part where i met up with laopu at AMK hub, after she went to get her highlighting job. heh. red! same as me, except she highlighted and i dyed my whole head.

that's us on the bus! speaking of which, we really have zero direction sense. hahah, we got off one stop earlier and cabbed there, since laopu doesn't want to walk.

finally found our pit after a long and arduous journey. C18!
me and laopu, minutes after we arrived! she kept complaining about my shades cos she doesn't like to see her reflection while talking to me. lol. on the whole train journey she avoided my eyes. ):

took a few photos of the scenery before we went off to self-entertain. others arrived much earlier and went off to cycle! huizhen and randal stayed to set up the fire. bravo for them. ((:
me and laopu went around climbing trees and building sandcastles. making up for lost childhood. heh.

mine!

laopu's! hahah. looks ready to fall apart. :p

laopu, acting like she's the female lead for some mv. hahah. lmao.
after that the fire was ready and we went to wash up. and prepared to EAT. :D

boona was the most dedicated barbeque-er! stayed at the pit for the whole night even when everyone went off to do other stuff. BUT,

the food all turned out to be chao-ta! hahaha. okay la, its HONEY-GLAZED. :/ thanks to meiying's quality control, the food was less cancer-causing. lol.
but the food was the nicest barbequed food i had so far. :D

02 guys who turned up for the outing. try to spot meiying!

photo of the class! (: oh well, of those who turned up anyway.
those who normally turn up did, and those who normally dont, didn't turn up as expected.

chye seng trying to act like he's a ghost with a really really long tongue. its a piece of pork chop, for your information. lol. shan chun looks very amused.

me and my favourite girlfriends. (: two years are too short.

me, pw group leader and shan chun. hahaha, their expressions are damn funny.

guosi and me. i'm trying to look AS IF i helped with the barbequeing. but i didn't. hahaha.

us, playing asshole dai-dee. my first time playing! hahah. i was on a winning streak at first okay! we made the asshole eat up the remaining barbeque food cos we had too much leftovers.
i didn't have to eat when i lost. heh. they were worried that i cannot find a bf if i grow fat! :/

end of game. :D hahah.

king of assholes. hahaha. kidding! doesn't laopu's husband look like the god of gamblers?

big group photo before those who didn't stay overnight left. (:

i wasn't planning to stay overnight!
but jingkang called and persuaded me and laopu to stay. hahah.
in exchange i made him barbeque food for me so i don't have to make myself smelly and greasy. :D

went biking! hahaha. after cycling our butts went numb and couldn't feel anything. cf took lots of candid shots during cycling but i'm not posting them up! hahaha, have to protect my image can.

everybody who stayed overnight sat around and played indian poker! my first time playing too. sound so noob.
those who lost have to take off a piece of clothing.
LOL, i'm only kidding! do we look that wild? :p
those who lost have to choose between truth or dare. as always, the game became truth or truth.

think we spent like four hours playing that game, and now i know so many of their dirty little secrets! hahah. :D
super fun, and surprisingly i wasn't sleepy at all throughout the whole night. many of them felt sleepy and dozed off at some point of time.
i was like the energiser bunny. hahaha.

we headed off for macs around five plus in the morning.

sleepy faces. zzz.

my smiley face breakfast! (:

me and laopu went off to the beach cos we weren't sleepy. the rest of them slept at macs.
yes, don't doubt it. that's the aj pe shirt. hahaha, i'm full of aj spirit.
actually it wasn't my choice! i didn't bring any shirt to change out of, and this was laopu's farewell present for me.
how touching! not.
apparently i lent this shirt to her eons ago. lol. and she took the effort to wrap it up using math worksheets for me.

we sat on a rock and took photos,

and stared at the waves splashing against the rocks.

there's a pair of hands in the middle cos someone was drowning!
that was what i thought until laopu diao-ed me and told me that person was swimming the backstroke. hahah.

saw someone training a pair of golden retrievers. the dogs can swim so much better than me. lol. we walked back to macs around eight, cos we had to return the bikes at nine.
started playing bridge.
i finally got the hang of playing bridge and am so addicted to it now. hahaha.
i want to learn bridge from weiqi! he's like super zai.
forced to stop the game at nine plus because the bikes had to be returned. i haven't got enough of it! ):

left east coast at ten and took bus to bedok interchange.

everyone who stayed overnight; laopu and me, guosi and jy, jk, cf, randal (whose face was blocked), qi zi, and huizhen who took the photo. (:
chye seng and peishan left earlier for their job attachment at st luke's hospital.

i decided against cabbing home cos i wasn't tired, took 25 and got home in an hour's time.
class outing was fun! let's have another one soon yea.

2007-12-06T08:30:00.000+08:00

30 hours without sleep and 15 hours of sleep. :D hahah, my sleeping pattern is becoming so irregular.
i slept the whole of 5 dec away.

shall update about the class outing at ECP later, after i upload the photos.
but it was really damn fun! :D
and we were really lucky to have the outing on 4 dec, was raining really badly yesterday.
wanted to go kbox with jy and guosi after the class outing. yes, immediately, without sleep.
hahaha, i wasn't really tired! so amazing ay.
but due to some unforeseen circumstances, i didn't go. bahh. :/

2007-12-04T12:49:00.000+08:00

i hate to say it, but i miss school life! seriously. i tend to lose track of the days when there's no school. urgh.

joanne came over just now, and she
1) learnt how to curl her eyelashes which stubbornly refuse to curl;
2) stole my eyeliner and foundation;
3) managed to put on blusher without looking like some ge tai singer;
4) broke a bottle of my mum's skincare product

hahah, the last one is classified information, i'm not planning to let my mum know!
urm, i can't imagine what will happen if she knows.

shall update after class outing if i'm not dead tired by then. heh.

2007-12-03T23:40:00.000+08:00

photo from my secondary four class outing! (it was the only photo that had my face in it cos i left early. hahah.)
i forgot to blog about it, hahah.
but anyway i enjoyed catching up with them, haven't seen many of them in ages. (:
should organise more class outings eh, JOANNE. lol.

thanks to helen for her house, (:
was my second time there, first time was with the 10o6 people, brought back alot of memories.

2007-12-03T19:50:00.000+08:00

i didn't oversleep today! achievement eh. lol. if not hj will murder me.
squashed for two hours in the morning.
seriously, its more strenuous than 10km! hahah, but its good exercise, really.

went town with BOONA in the afternoon. hahah, stop calling your sister boona, you're the boona! lol.
and we decided to work at some retail shop because she wants to stalk the love of her life.
she says i'm immune to guys cos i don't respond to cute guys! lmao. cute by her standards la.
like that very abnormal ar? it's just that i don't have the habit of looking at guys like how guys look at girls on the streets, hahah.

tomorrow is going to be a busy busy day!

i'm going to teach joanne how to do her prom make-up in the morning. (:
hahah she's coming over to my house, which means i should start packing my house like, NOW.

meeting boona in the afternoon, then we'll head to town for an interview.
after the interview laopu is going to meet us.
stupid pig you better turn up okay, i wasted one hour of my life trying to persuade you eh.

in the evening there's class barbeque at east coast. hahah.
don't think i'll stay over since there's no chalet, i need my SLEEP. heh. :D

a day full of activities means that i'll be dead tired by the time i reach home, and it means that i won't have time to dwell on stuff that shouldn't be on my mind.

shall not bother to reply to some oversized imbecile. i have better things to do with my time than stay at home all day and thinking of what to blog about. hahah.
its probably the most happening event going on in his life right now, i've decided not to deprive him of it. :D
hey, you can blog about me all you like. though if i were you, i would spend more time on urm, exercise.
obesity puts you at high risk of all scary diseases. ):

2007-12-02T19:15:00.001+08:00

oh my god. i think i should password protect my blog. because it seems like some stalker is quoting off my blog and posting them on his own web page.
can i ask for my copyrights? lol. i'm actually feeling quite repulsed with the idea that some disgusting person is reading my blog and hanging on to EVERY SINGLE ONE OF MY WORDS.
am i supposed to feel honoured or something?

wait a minute, who cares about what overweight morons think of me. hahaha, at least i have friends who love me for who i am.
and i shall blog WHATEVER i want to. if you're not happy just fuck off (whoa, first time i use this word on my blog. hahaha.)
-rolls eyes to the back of my head-

laopu reckons i should have used more words to describe his, urm, size.
but i shall not be so mean. could have upload my class photo, but it takes too much effort and not quite worth it. i shall leave it to your imaginations. hahaha.

2007-12-02T12:59:00.000+08:00

standard chartered marathon 2007
that was my first marathon. (: hahaha, even though its only 10km.
i stretched my own limit! the furthest distance i ran was 8km, and that was while i was still fit and training. lol.
took lots of photos, shall upload tonight IF i feel like it.

love the rush of euphoria when i completed the run.

running a marathon is just like taking the A levels. you need someone to spur you on and motivate you when you're about to give up.
thanks boona, love you lots girl. hahaha we did it!
and we're going to challenge the half marathon next year, yes we are. :D

i think those who ran the full marathon are super zai. they started running at 0530 and ended around the same time as us.
that's like around five hours. imagine running and running for five hours. i will die!
and some runners are REALLY old. their stamina is admirable la!
i'm going to run the full marathon in future. but i don't know when. hahaha.

hope i can still drag myself out of bed tomorrow for squash with hj. :/

2007-12-01T17:38:00.000+08:00

whenever i'm not feeling too good i will do something to my hair.
hahaha.
i just went to do something drastic to my hair. but its still nice. hahaha. my hair is always nice. i love my hair. okay i shall try to NOT blog a whole entry about my super nice hair.

i miss squashies! and coach. hahaha.
went back to school today. wanted to play some squash but i couldn't wake up.
so i only turned up for lunch with hj, shan and jo.
oh i miss being bullied by hj too. :DD
should have a squash gathering soon ay.

2007-11-25T13:35:00.000+08:00

i'm going crazy with boredom at home!
nothing to do. there's nothing to watch on teevee. i've read all the books and magazines lying around in my house already. there's nothing to do on the net.

i seriously need to go out and get some air. lol.
or maybe i should get a job instead huh?
my blog skin is really screwed. how come the words so big! its the smallest blogger can go. and i didnt have this stupid problem in my previous posts. URGH.

2007-11-25T09:58:00.001+08:00

went for a run at macritchie yesterday. 5km! surprise surprise. haven't done that in ages. lol.
but didn't see coach. are saturday runs still existent?
hahaha i miss running with squashies. ): albeit i used to keep complaining. hee.
and i'm really scared i can't make it through for the 10km run la. eeee. 5 km was bad enough.
the adidas jersey was really nice though. hahaha. i still got 6 more days to train before the run. urgh.

hahaha, xiao bai is really small and puny though it doesnt look like it in the photos.
and it doesnt dare to go into the kitchen and my bedroom! lol. cute.

there's my foot for comparison. its really damn puny! hahaha. :D

2007-11-23T20:10:00.000+08:00

YAY my computer isn't lagging anymore! hahaha. much thanks to darren who helped fix it. ((: so pro eh. hahaha.

anyway! met up with boona at suntec city to collect our race entry package, or whatever its called.
saw quite a few ajc-ians. and by 'quite a few', i mean ALOT. erps. :/

had to queue damn long cos there were like a few thousand people!
okay no, i'm exaggerating. lol. but still! the queue took forever and wasted one hour of my life. but its okay since i got so much time to waste now.
shopped around for a bit to look for prom dress. -sighs
i really don't feel like going for prom. -sighs
don't tell me the waste-money-cos-i-already-paid theory. hahaha. if i go i still have to waste money buying the dress and stuff. RIGHT? :D
-super big sigh
never mind, i shall be nice and not ps darling.
oh and i saw a nice dress anyway! dark green. wanted a black one at first but nothing caught my eye. the green one is still pending though! cos its quite expensive. ):

was reading through my archives this afternoon. i used to keep talking about what i want to do after A's.
but now that its really over i feel weird all over.
i miss my notes. hahaha. boona says her bus journeys are aimless now cos she don't need to read notes on the bus. LMAO!

shall bring smart ass out on a shopping trip soon cos i can't stand her clothes. lol.
i'm such a nice sis. :D

2007-11-23T09:42:00.000+08:00

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finally managed to upload the photos!

RANDOM:
i always like to shuffle my music playlist and see what song comes up.
the song nearly always reflects my mood at that point of time. lol. maybe its coincidence, but its freaking accurate. hahaha.

need to go run already. standard chartered is scaring me. ):
10km.

2007-11-22T18:05:00.000+08:00

yay that little bundle of joy is finally home! (:
she loves to bite our feet and shoelaces. hahaha, and she hops around like a bunny.
super naughty and adorable. :D
she can double as a vacuum cleaner as well. hahaha.

2007-11-22T13:41:00.000+08:00

just got back from my alma mater. LOL. accompanied my sis to collect her *excited* PSLE results.
i think i was more nervous than her. hahaha. no la, she's was definitely more nervous.

sat in the hall with all the parents and listened to the principal speech. i still like my old principal! ):
the new principal cannot make it eh. hahaha. english so lousy. express become EXPLESS. oops, shall stop laughing at other people's inability to pronounce words.
ai tong didnt change much, except for some new building extensions.
it still smelled the same, and it feels pretty much the same as i walked around the school.

the cohort this year is super zai la. the national top scorer got 294.
ATS top scorer got 285.
my sis's class had 3 top scorers, all of them 271.
that smart ass got 260. hahahah, proud of her. :D
shall call her smart ass from now on. hahaha.
smart ass wants to go to anderson, but i feel its abit wasted. its her choice anyway la. lol.
could hear her squealing like a rabbit albeit i stood outside the classroom.
gosh i wish i'll have the same reaction when i get my a's results. :/

guess i'll be a total nervous wreck when its MY TURN. ahhhhhh. okay its abit too early to think about that now. our papers probably havent reach cambridge yet. lol.
as we walked out i saw this girl crying! hope i wont be like her. scary.

oh my sis's friend told her that i look very stylish! hahahah. :D *smug*
okay whatever.
want to upload phtos but blogger's lagging. no wait, i think its my com that's lagging. oh well, never mind.

waiting.
i hate waiting cos i'm the impatient sort. hahaha.

2007-11-21T17:49:00.000+08:00

went to work out bright and early this morning at the stadium.
after being on hiatus for so super long, my stamina is half gone. shit. how am i going to run for the standard chartered!!! )):
instead of a marathon i think mine is likely to be a walk-a-thon. hahaha.

worked out at the gym for a while too.
must make all the fats accumulated during the a's period GO AWAY.

ey my cbox disappeared! ):
and i forgot my cbox id and password. dang. have to sign up for a new one.

psp slim is darn cool. especially the wireless function. :D heh.

i feel like such a slacker! but its okay, i have the right to slack all i want.
it feels weird when you wake up and realise that you dont have to study. hahah, but im not complaining!

i want tmr to come faster! :D

2007-11-20T22:02:00.000+08:00

i went straight home after my last paper today! hahah.
ey i do have a life la, went towning with boona and shopped until our legs became wobbly. :DD
bought so many many clothes!
super satisfied today. heh.
but girls can never get enough of clothes, shoes, bags, and the list goes on. lol. you get the idea.
walked around town, then mrt-ed to bugis to shop somemore.
but we didn't see a single ajc-ian! :/ so disappointing.

i miss studying.

okay, i was kidding about the disappointing and the studying part. hahah.
was looking forward to the end of A's but somehow it doesnt feel right.

its over.
its over.
its over.
so what do i do now?

2007-11-19T15:50:00.000+08:00

had our LAST physics tuition yesterday!
i will miss tuition super alot. ):
hahaha, especially patrick even though he always likes to bully me.
and the wrapping paper thing he used to hit our heads when we forget formulas.
and all the corny analogies he came up with to help us remember concepts.
and all his rabbits, chinchillas and guinea pigs that we used to ~~torture~~ play with.

things i wont be missing are his wife's forever black face (LOL), the stupid path to his house which is full of bicycles and cyclists.
AND OF COS I WONT MISS HIS IRRITATING CAT.
damn scared of the cat la, and patrick purposely lets the cat into the room to chase ME around.
only me okay! i swear that evil cat hates me. ):

okay i shall stop talking about my favourite cat. hahahah.

cant believe it's the last paper tomorrow. WHEEE. :D
then again, i guess i'll feel quite lost too. bahhhh.

alright i officially declare that i really hate my computer.
its so useless la my gosh.
its like:
*turns on computer*

after ten minutes or so,

*computer hangs*

*restarts computer*

after ten minutes or so,

*computer hangs*

one day im so going to smash this freakingly slow machine to pieces.
every page takes one minute to load and with every page an ad will pop up.
it's a wonder how my sister can sit there for the whole day and use the computer. :O

2007-11-16T09:45:00.000+08:00

after today, there'll only be one more paper left!
i'm glad it's ending soon.
i'm so immune to papers after papers and i haven't really got down to proper studying from math paper two onwards. sheesh.

i prefer afternoon papers!
hahaha, they give me time to slack around at home, (and doing unconstructive things like blogging etc) before going to school. :D

yay, i'll be liberated on the 20th november!
waiting.
waiting.
waiting.

2007-11-15T18:10:00.000+08:00

dont be jealous!
hahaha, meet our new baby. :DD

went to get it today but couldn't bring it home yet. ): still have one more injection to go. hahahah. still have one more agonizing week before it comes home!

can't wait. lol.

i think my parents are damn cool! cos they actually agreed to pay thousand two for this little ball of fur. :D

2007-11-14T20:24:00.001+08:00

yo! my new blog skin is super cool. :DD hahaha. feel free to torture the bouncy blob-like things. just drag them and throw them around, good way to destress. lol.

ahhhhhhhh. i really should stop acting like A's is already over. hahaha.
BUT I CAN'T HELP IT! two more papers left eh.
i'm going to be a free soul on 20th november, 0915. :D

off to watch teevee. hahaha.

2007-11-12T20:25:00.000+08:00

yay we're getting all hyped up and ready to welcome a new baby to our family!
hahahah, no no my mum is not pregnant la.
looking forward to get the pup this thursday! :D
hopefully. lol.

how how! i study until i dont know what to study already.
and its not tt i'm super good at chem or what la.
bored of studying the same thing over and over. urgh. :/

so not looking forward to econs!
whole chunks of words to memorise. blahhhhhh.

2007-11-07T16:43:00.000+08:00

except for the fact that my family is getting a puppy REAL SOON,
everything in my life pretty much suck right now.
i think nobody even visits anymore,
i might as well be ranting to myself.
HAHAHA. ):

2007-10-29T09:46:00.000+08:00

i miss blogging!
i'm going to blog excessively once i say byebye to A'levels, hahahaha.
and i'm going to have a new blog skin! yay. :D

okay, back to hit the notes. ))):

2007-08-29T19:06:00.000+08:00

studying at favourite starbucks is good. (:
it's so serene and peaceful there. hahahaha.
i shall not disclose it's whereabouts if not everyone will go there. yes, i'm a selfish girl. hee.

OH.
prelims start tomorrow.
good luck everyone! (:

2007-08-21T17:35:00.000+08:00

do you know, in order to burn away the calories of ONE tiny M&M candy,
you have to walk the entire football field?

hahahah, gosh. i hope that isn't gonna make anyone turn anorexic. :/

it's probably the most interesting fact in my life these few days, (other than the impending P's)
that's why i'm reduced to blogging about it. hahahah.

2007-08-19T07:58:00.000+08:00

no wonder there're so many ants at the squash courts,
cos i have really sweet juniors. ((:
they treated us to farewell dinner at causeway point's pizza hut yesterday.
and there was this HUGE 70 bucks chocolate cake as well.
so surprising! cos none of us expected the cake. :DD hahaha.
gave us a personalised squash ball each with our names, and a note inside.
gf! go open yours la. hahahah.
thanks for everything, ajsquash team 07. ((:
i feel quite glad to have them as juniors. hahahah.

it was good to see coach and my team mates again, even though not all turned up.
coach sao went too. heh. i think she and coach makes a really sweet couple.

makes me think back to our j one training days.
i miss them so so much.
i miss bringing the racket to school for trainings every other day.
i miss rushing down to the squash courts after lessons end.
i miss having lunches with the girls before trainings.
i miss training with coach. ):
i miss the crazy laughing sessions we have during trainings.
i even miss PTs, all the block eleven and twenty rounds thing we used to do. hahahah. this part not as much though. :p
i miss all the drives, boasts, volleys, cross courts and drops we used to be able to do well.
(NOTE: USED TO) hahahaha.

looking forward to end of A's, then we can go join a club together. :DD

i wanted to upload a photo of the cake to make everybody drool, but im lazy. hahaha.

2007-08-08T17:41:00.000+08:00

helen's handheld electric fan. hahaha everyone was so amused by it this morning;

what i wore to school today;

outside the yishun mrt station, look at what i'm pointing to;

the bear paw behind me belongs to fatty;

hahaha aj race was quite lame today,
and we didn't win anything despite kim wah's constant hurrying! :/

2007-08-06T21:46:00.000+08:00

was reading through my august archives and i realise i miss blogging here! (:
i know nobody's missing my updates though. everyone's too preoccupied with studying!
hahaha but i won't be blogging regularly.
just about brainless, random and unimportant ramblings and photos. hee.

two hours plus more!
i'm so going to grow fat this birthday. :/

so much for skipping rope with the sister everyday.
okay, 'everyday' starting from yesterday. :p

happy birthday to myself. (:

2007-07-24T23:56:00.000+08:00

photos from sharon and weeli's wedding. (:

they got married on such a pretty date la, 20.07.2007.

uploading these for my cousins so that i wont have to wait for them to come online and send them. hahaha.

warning: overhaul of camwhoring photos ahead.

yea, tt's all. (:

2007-07-01T21:37:00.000+08:00

sneak preview:

both necklaces handmade by me. :DD
anyway if any of you are interested, please be on the lookout for me and darling's online accessories shop!
if you pass us the money personally then don't need to pay via banking/concealed cash. (: don't need postage fees too!
and our prices will definitely be reasonable! hee.

2007-06-04T21:47:00.000+08:00

suddenly, i find myself such a nuisance. maybe i should just disappear or pretend that i don't exist.

2007-06-01T13:03:00.001+08:00

one month is too short.
how are we supposed to finish cramming in everything in time for mid years!
this has to be my most miserable holidays ever la.
even when i'm not studying i'll feel damn guilty, cos i'm supposed to be studying.
and i'll try to nag myself to go attempt some work.
(then what am i doing online now!)
eyyy i hate this la.
i've wasted one week! ):

no no, i shall work hard.
i don't want to feel sad and regret when i get back my results! :D
go joyce!

hahaha yesterday was a happy day. :D
went singing and shopping!
hahaha no no i didn't sing WHILE shopping la.
i think i should never apply for NETS or credit cards or whatsoever!
it's gna be super disastrous cos i can never curb my urge to buy wants. :p
hahaha yes, call me a spendthrift.
omg i feel damn bad, shall not spend anymore this holidays!
which is impossible la, LOL. :D

and some inconsiderate people occupy the dressing rooms for damn long la!
i think next time i shall go invent some dressing room that comes with a timer.
when time's up the bell will ring and the door will automatically open! hahahah.
smart invention eh, i think i make a great scientist. :D

i did a super super embarassing thing yesterday. :/

2007-05-29T22:37:00.000+08:00

today is such a greedy day!
hahahah went to the singapore expo FOOD fair with darling cos its the last day alr.
ate damn alot la! i feel so fat now. can feel all the fats swimming around me. :DD
hahaha, i bought healthy food stuff like apple chips also can!
damn cheap la. hahaha and its a new product so cannot find at NTUC.

then we hopped over to the guardian sale! very excitedly like particles in the excited state. :D
but actually there wasn't anything much la. :/
just that we bought this pantene shampoo-conditioner-hairserum package for a steal! six bucks only. hahaha. and i'm damn happy with that. yay! ((:

looking forward to thursday!
i'm going to the GSS with teng and we're going to snatch _____ with other people like kiasu aunties!

went down to play squash on friday! hahaha.
very demoralising eh. after two weeks of not touching my squash racket, it doesn't recognise me anymore!! why!!!
and my skills are like reduced to erm, one third. or lesser. ):
noooooo. ):
think coach will faint if he sees me play. LOL.

i keeping replaying the redwan ali song from the 幸福双人床 show! hahaha.
sis's friend found it for her! :DD

would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away;

2007-05-24T22:59:00.001+08:00

photos!

the serviette;

the menu on which we spent like a good whole fifteen minutes deciding what to eat;

the cute pair of salt and pepper shakers;

:D my lunch;

i've abandoned my strawberry pocky! meet my new studying partner :D;

my white school shoe;

look at huijie's msn nick! how can i be the new smelly! i smell good all the time can. :/ HAHAHAHA.

2007-05-23T22:35:00.000+08:00

i very stupidly went to take out my third piercing stud.
PAIN LIKE CRAZY CAN! nearly tore my ear apart trying to take out the stud cos it's like super tight la.
i thought after so long, it wouldn't hurt that much. my left ear feels like its on fire now. LOL.

lunched at new york new york today with hot date!
alright only la, the food wasn't anything to rave about i guess. or maybe we didn't order all the nice food cos it's our first time there, like two SKs leh.
and their drinks are like quite pathetic, we felt so cheated!
but it's okay, i enjoyed the company, though. :D
hot date! let's go out again sometime soon yea? hee.

and soccer sucks, seriously.
especially when i'm playing the sport. hahahaha.
boona awarded me the 'BEST GOALKEEPER' award. hahahha.
thanks to my superb saving skills, two balls got in.
and is those kind of super slow ones can. and the ball went past my fingers just like that! KILL ME, JUST KILL ME.
luckily today is the last day of soccer! hahaha.

2007-05-21T19:12:00.000+08:00

cabbed down to the singapore basketball centre with jo, xuenie and yihan to support the guys third and fourth placing match.
the game was quite exciting, but the outcome wasn't really expected eh.
hahaha, i know many people are quite disappointed la, but i'm not. lol, i sound so unfeeling. :/

anyway we had so many things to complain about the guy from council who kept bluffing himself that miracles can still happen when it's already so obvious that our team lagged too far behind in score la.
and the way he clapped is like so AA and gay-ish can. hahahah.

had to make up for econs tutorial on thursday. ): eeeeee.
i could have gone home to sleep eh. but oh well, AJ SPIRIT. HAHAHAHA.

i have a new target!
i'm going to go jogging at least three times a week.
if lets say the probability of me going jogging is 0.3, find the probability of me going jogging at least three times a week. :DD
eeew, binomial distribution. lol.

2007-05-20T20:36:00.001+08:00

ate at cafe cartel with CHUANNNNN after tuition today! :DD
we ordered some hawaiian pork ribs thingy but our main purpose of going there was really for the ~~free flow of bread!~~
my favourite bread! lol. but maybe it tastes super nice cos it's FREE. hahahaha.
heh. i took my own sweet time and stood at the bread counter for a very long time to slice the bread loaf.
that guy queuing must be thinking very buay song-ingly about what a greedy girl i am. HAHAHAH.
ohmygod. i shall not do that in future, typical singaporean eh. hee.
in the end i took two plates loaded with bread slices back to the table. :O

anyway next time i wna go eat new york new york! hahahaha. *stares at boona and laopu*
but i ate too much in the afternoon and thus felt very bad.
went downstairs to jog five rounds to make up for the sin committed when i reached home in the evening. :D

2007-05-17T20:50:00.000+08:00

Monkey & Bananas. says:
i think before As i mus go find dua bei gong, guan yin
`JOYCE THE GLAM QUEEN! says:
HAHAHA YES YES
`JOYCE THE GLAM QUEEN! says:
lets go one temple every week to show our sincerity
Monkey & Bananas. says:
haha
Monkey & Bananas. says:
lets be vegetarians from now on to show our sincerity !
`JOYCE THE GLAM QUEEN! says:
HAHAHAHA
`JOYCE THE GLAM QUEEN! says:
i think u're more like vegetable la
`JOYCE THE GLAM QUEEN! says:
so immobile
`JOYCE THE GLAM QUEEN! says:
hahaha!
Monkey & Bananas. says:
i seriously think quick bites will lose alot of business
Monkey & Bananas. says:
WEI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
`JOYCE THE GLAM QUEEN! says:
omg this is so funny
Monkey & Bananas. says:
im a bunny kae hopping arnd

hahaha above was the super funny msn convo that i had with laopu yesterday night.
and i keep complaining to her about my inability to solve math questions.
i told her that one day i will go and kill all those people who can do math.
that stupid pig said i'll be the only survivor, then.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. :/
not my fault that i dont have the math brain right.

photos!

of sunrise;strawberrycake;roses :D

2007-05-16T18:36:00.000+08:00

i'm having mood swings today!
my mood is fluctuating like the sine curve. 8) from low to high, high to low, low to high, high to low.
i think i have low EQ. how how how! anyone got those kind of quiz that can test for EQ level?
hahaha, i wouldn't mind trying eh.

don't talk about height and weight. DON'T.
i'm thankful i signed up for the famine camp. :DD ahaha, because then i'll have an excuse to not let myself touch/see/smell/EAT any food.

went for the volleyball finals today, school hired so many buses to take us there! :/
boona left halfway due to erm, unforseen circumstances. hahaha!
our guys and girls team both clinched 2nd position.
the guys' game was quite exciting, i suppose. but i don't really know the rules of volleyball eh, like when is the ball considered out and all that.
never mind, i think not alot of people know anyway.

eh, and i think it's quite dumb to be singing the school song when your school didn't get 1st la.
not that i don't have the aj spirit, but then....
aiya, it just feels WRONG can. hahaha.

had a comfortable trip home cos the bus wasn't full when i boarded and we didn't have to squeeze like tuna.
(i know its sardines but i like tuna cannot meh!)

blogger is working and not screwed, like finally.
hahaha. i dont like blogging when i can't make my letters big and small. :D

i want to tell you,

2007-05-15T18:55:00.000+08:00

my number of smiley faces decreased this week.
:D
:D :D
:D :D :D
why why!

i think blogger is too hungry, thats why it's been EATING up my entries like some kind of monster.

2007-05-11T22:17:00.000+08:00

hahahahahah, since everyone (esp huijie! :p) misses me so much, i shall blog more often. :DD
but today's just another-ordinary-friday. oh but i went to watch the basketball match, AJC vs HCI.
didn't win la, but it was a really good effort put in by our team. (:
and i shall not say about what boona did, in case she gets beaten up in school on monday. ahahah!
wasn't really cheering during the match, my attention was on the basketballers on court. heh.
basketball really needs team work ehy, hc's 'no-look passes' are damn zai. lol.
the way home was super long la.
and i slept when i reached home. :D

organic chem test today was crap.
the mcq is really GAME OVER la. hahahaha. i swear they're just giving us compounds with long long long names to disorientate us.
hope my class does well enough, if not meiqi is gonna start another round of nagging and we'll make her more disappointed then ever! )):

went back to st nicks the other day with muikoon, cheryl, teng, chuan, helen and wanling,
to EAT our favourite orange bowl! now i got so many photos to upload.

classic view of the school: the clock tower and the track. :DD

the big, spacious and airy canteen. hahaha. unlike aj's one where we're all suffocating to death due to lack of air and overcrowding. :/

favourite stall, favourite uncle and my 一块面干加一点辣椒. hahahaha. no stall in aj can compare to this. and the ice tea from uncle mobeen! too bad i finished it before i took photos. X)

me and darling's ice cream. (: back to our primary school days. hahaha.
the familiar family lounge! but they changed the tables and chairs. ): i still prefer the old ones.

the 饮水思源 fountain! hahaha. and there's an uncle in blue who's trying to clean the pond without falling in and swimming with the fishes. LOL.

the life-size giant chess pieces! hahaha. we were trying to be so subtle so as not to attract weird stares from the st nicks girls who walked past.

the playground the playground! hahahaha.

a tiny model of the school building. (:

have some more photos of us in front of several mirrors but shall not post them up. hahaha, one thing that st nicks doesn't lack of is mirrors. :DD
everytime i go back to st nicks i'll return with lots of things to complain about aj. hahaha.
going back to st nicks is like going home. i don't think i'll ever feel the same for aj when i graduate in half a year's time.
maybe the squash courts la. hahahah. :D

the cake that i attempted to bake for mother's day last night! hahahah, it's only a little hard and pale looking. overall it's still edible la. good attempt! LOL.

the two cute shits that can light up! hahahah. super cute!

my smiley face hotcake! hahahah, this hotcake made my day. :DD

i'm not asking for much,

i just hope that things can stay this way.

will it be able to?

2007-05-09T23:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my darling sister with the frizzy hair.
hahaha i was kidding about the frizzy hair part my dear. (:
hope you like the birthday cake that i got for you!
oops. correction: the birthday cake that we went to get together. hee.

organic chem is driving me up the wall!
ahaha. i can scale walls like spiderman. :D
anyway watching movie on monday with my boona and laopu was super HIGH. hahaha.
but then again, we can always zi-high no matter what we do la.

LOL. and i think laopu deeply regretted sitting in the middle of me and boona!!
i kept elbowing her and pulling her sleeve when the monster suddenly pops out.
and boona kept pinching her fats.

there's a crazy girl who is obsessed with psssst-ing and imagining herself to be mrs james franco eh. HAHAHAH.
(note: refer to my tagboard to see who is the crazy girl! :p)

pe elective is lame.
SOCCER, ewwww.

2007-05-03T20:53:00.000+08:00

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there

Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth

Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

2007-05-03T20:00:00.000+08:00

woke up crying from a bad dream i had yesterday.
the dream reflected what i was most afraid of.
hahahah, even my dreams know me well.

it's never-ending,
that stupid pile of undone homework lying there.
grrrrrr.
me doing math is like porky running 2.4km!
painful and torturous. :D

met darling at the bus stop while i was waiting for my bus home.
and i decided to stalk her to amk hub. :DD
ahahah, i think we should accidentally meet more often! i dont see enough of you in school ey. hee.

2007-05-02T20:45:00.000+08:00

i'm PEELING like a sunkist orange!
hahaha, all thanks to the blistering sun during the track and field meet.
it's not that the tentage doesn't block the sun.
it's just that i spent most of the time outside the tentage and under the sun. :DD

anyway track and field meet is finally over!
yay. not like i'm going to miss it. hee.
but it's nice to see ohtwo working together as a class and not as separate units.
two thumbs and two toes up for ohtwo! hahahah.
and good job done by my timekeepers and recorders, you guys did great. :D

i think labour day should be changed to 30 April effectively from 2007 onwards.
carried 80 cartons of H2O, and alot alot alot of chairs.
not by myself of cos! hahahah.

shopping was super fruitful yesterday with darling! hahahah.
bought a pair of jeans, denim skirt, a pair of wedges and a nice pair of flats!
our attempt to study and do math was a failure though. X)
hahaha we can just talk talk talk yak yak yak gossip gossip gossip 24/7 non stop. lol.
yesterday was a happy day! :D

i shall not talk about the math test tmr.
i'm already on the verge of tearing my lect notes into shreds. :/

i tied my hair today! hahahaha.
REGARDLESS of what laopu said, i still think that my ponytail is cute can. :DD
heh. shall tie my hair on random days to give boona and laopu surprises everyday. LOL!

2007-04-29T10:11:00.000+08:00

was reading this book 'why men love bitches' yesterday.
hahaha, stole it from my sis who borrowed it from darren. :p
just reading it for fun la, some bits in the book are quite cute though.

Attraction Principle #1
Anything a person chases in life runs away.

Attraction Principle #4
Sometimes a man deliberately won't call, just to see how you'll respond.

Attraction Principle #30
Any time a woman competes with another woman, she demeans herself.

Attraction Principle #46
The second a woman works overtime to make herself fit his criteria, she has lowered the standard of that relationship.

Attraction Principle #75
When a man falls in love, suddenly he'll go out of his way and thinks nothing of it. He'll do things for this woman he wouldn't have done for anyone else.

Attraction Principle #98
Be an independent thinker at all times, and ignore anyone who attempts to define you in a limiting way.

hahahah, lame but entertaining. :DD

monday's track and field!
can't wait for it to be over.
and hope that nothing screws up and everything goes right and it won't rain on that day. :]

2007-04-26T20:43:00.000+08:00

it rained this morning.
hahaha, i smsed darling to tell her that the sky is crying.
and she told me that it's tears of joy and ask me to stop emo-ing. LOL!
my darling knows me well eh. :D

wasn't having a great day today,
but playing squash makes me happy!
hahaha, i love love love squash.
had fun with gf, botak and sihui!
and i think i can play better without pressure. :D

got lots of things to complain about, but i shall not rant it out here.
just half a year more, shall try to bear with things and be a little bit more tolerant.
some people just can't help being last minute and inefficient laa.
okay, i said no complaining. X)

super no motivation to go school. :/
but i'm turning into a mugger soon, i swear! hee.

there's something i think i should say,
but just not now.

2007-04-25T23:09:00.000+08:00

went down to see the j-ones train and help out abit.
heh, i love taking timings and WATCHING them run the block eleven!
that's why coach says i'm a sadist. :p

interviewed them for the post of capt and vice capt too.
quite interesting la, some of their answers. some are rather funny.
and we got to share some of our experiences with them too. (:
but i dont think that we should abuse our authority just because we're more senior and have more experience.
at least show some respect for them when you ask them questions la.

tmr playing squash with sihui and my girls! :DD
hahaha, looking forward.

i want to be a full-time mugger laaaaaa. X)

that was a first.

2007-04-23T21:02:00.000+08:00

monday feels weird without trng!
and it feels weird to hold my racket and walk around school, it's like i'm not supposed to anymore. :/
it's like something's missing ey,
school doesnt seem normal without squash.
you know how everyone says that we should accept changes and adapt to them?
ewwwww. rubbish. i hate changes. ): unless they're for the better.

anyway chem lab was quite fun today la, hahaha.
meiqi let us do the tollen's reagent QA!
and the results were super nice. :D

the silver mirror effect, pretty! ((:
hahaha. some chemicals got the ANTISEPTIC smell. omg that one is super disgusting.
felt quite sick after smelling too much antiseptic smell.

oh i have photos of the naked-looking baby rabbits from two weeks back! hahaha they're all soft and furry already. :DD

hahahah, i really wanted to bring one home very badly! super cute and cuddly la.
i wouldn't mind getting one if they remain this small forever. hahah.
they're like monsters when they grow big. :/

first they're like this:

then they grow abit bigger:

then bigger and cuter and more furry:

then become a monster like this:

hahaha this huge scary white mound of fur is the father of the cute rabbits above.
and stupid patrick lets it hop around the floor to terrorise me.

2007-04-22T06:43:00.000+08:00

random photos! hahah, but most are squash-related.
think i'm suffering from some squash trng withdrawal syptoms.
if time could turn back i would have treasured every minute of trng more. hahaha.
but that's life, you don't know how much it means to you until it's gone. (:
hope the j-ones train hard and do ajsquash proud next year!

seven rackets! hahahah, guess which one is mine? (:

coach! hahaha, such an artistic shot taken by me. hee.

the SQUASH LADDER at SCC. coach is sixth! okay la, not bad. the rest above are all national players.

the classy toilets at SCC! i dont mind eating sleeping studying and living in the toilet la. hahaha, it's nicer than my house can! :O

squash courts at the SCC. i swear it's like a hundred times better than aj's courts. you can roll around on the floor and your shirt will still be clean. i dare you to go do that in aj's courts. HAHAHA. your shirt will be dirtier than the cleaner's mop. :D

can see the old supreme high court from SCC. super nice compared to the new one! they say the new one looks like a spaceship. :/

nice scenery from the balcony cafe at SCC. anyway the cafe has really good food! extremely expensive, too. one can of coke costs $3.20.

-faints-

but the people there can afford la, rich people have good lives.

the morning sun! took this at the aj track when i went back for saturday heats.

mac's apple pie! hahaha.

family day yesterday,

was a flop! hahaha.

NOT ALOT of people came to our class booth, i think i can count with all my fingers and my toes.

think last year's family day was more fun on the whole.

i still have one dollar of my coupon left. :D hahaha.

woke up super early today!

slept at two pm yesterday after i reached home from family day.

all the way till four am today. heee.

anyway! i realise i can see the sun rise from my house!

damn nice la!

don't need to go all the way to east coast or pasir ris or changi to see. hahaha.

go so far, wait so long, and cannot see somemore! )):

ang mo kio has the best view. :DD

shall upload the photos if i have the time, lol.

2007-04-20T21:46:00.000+08:00

played my last squash match today.
against tpjc, but they werent much of a fight for us la really.
okay the main point is not the match.
as what coach said, "after almost one year of trng with me, squash ends here for all of you."
today is our last day as aj squashers, last day with coach, last day that we play as a team.

you girls told me not to give up when i was about to.
you girls gave me the support and encouragements that i needed to pull me through.
you girls always can sense when i'm emo-ing and will cheer me up.
there's still alot more that i want to say la, but not now. (:

had team talk after the match.
really want to thank coach for all that he's sacrificed for us.
sorry coach, we couldn't bring top four to you.
but you'll always be the best coach, in my heart. (:

i'll miss coach badly,
i'll miss training with you girls badly,
i'll miss the lousy school courts that we've spent so much time in,
i'll EVEN miss the sadistic saturday runs and block eleven vertical runs!
i'll miss everything and anything that has got to do with squash.

squash has opened me up to another part of life.
at least i know what it's like to really work hard for something that i've so much passion for.
although we didn't get there in the end, it doesn't matter.
cos we held on till the end.
i'm proud to be an ajsquasher!

ohmygosh. such an emo post again.
i've decided not to give up. ((:

anyway thanks to porky for accompanying me to dinner.
and eating macs with me cos i felt like eating fries although she doesn't like macs.
remember to exercise more hor! ltr gain weight don't say its my fault. :p

2007-04-19T20:19:00.000+08:00

Why do they have to choose my most sleepy day ever in school to conduct the emergency drill!
hahaha, super sian, deprive me of my break time.
but ms quek was nice enough to let us make-up econs tutorial on another day. :DD
so i surprisingly managed to sleep in school for the first time! LOL.
but i'm not as unconscious as porky and boona when they sleep la.
still could hear people talking around me.
chye seng was rambling on about complex numbers to porky! hahaha.
huizhen was telling the class about family day!
hee.

one more day, one more day, one more day, one more day,
one last day.

ahhhhhhhhh. i dont know whether i'm glad or i'm sad that squash is officially going to end for us.
a mixture of both, perhaps?
the prospect of all the tutorials and studying is scaring me, hahaha.

and i've been quite irritable lately, the smallest things seem to get on my nerves eh.
maybe its just the stress la.
next week's going to be a fresh new week!

you're my favourite, :D

2007-04-18T20:46:00.000+08:00

i walked out of the court smiling after i finished my game, not because i won my game.
lol. the outcome was quite expected la, but just abit disappointed lor.
sabdcvwbcuqk! and coach cheated our feelings! :/
today is the first time i walked into a court without having the mindset of playing to win.
i just prayed that i wouldnt lose too badly, but i did la, obviously.
they are just too strong.
it's rjc eh, what do you think?

so sian, today is emo day.

track and field is so sucky.
it really sucks to the max when your class is organising it.
i have to forgo another night of sleep doing the registration thing.

should i give it up?
i see no point continuing when the heart is not in it.
):
oh well.

2007-04-17T13:00:00.000+08:00

coach! why-are-you-so-nice-you're-making-us-feel-really-really-really-bad.
went to the SCC, Singapore Cricket Club to play squash on sunday.
prestigious country club eh, LKY's club. :/
the membership fee is a whooping fourty-five-thousand-bucks!
our eyes bulged to the size of squash balls when we heard that. hahaha.
coach is uber rich!

me and huijie keep hoping that coach will treat us to lunch!
but he didnt. ):
treated us to dinner instead!
too bad huijie had to miss it cos her mum wanted her home. awww. nvm i helped you eat your share! hee.

and and and! we're the first batch of squash girls that coach ever brought to his club!
hahah. see how much coach loves us. :DD
talked alot with coach, about his commando days.
he told us about how he ~~tortured~~ trained the recruits when he was the PTI.
no wonder he came up with the sadistic block eleven run. eee.

after dinner he sent everyone home.
where to find such a nice coach, we've only been with him for one year plus.
:D

played nyjc yesterday.
was quite nervous at first but then we really have nothing more to lose.
funny ar coach, still say that i'm the deciding player when i played fifth. cos everyone won their games. :p
my game was quite fast, cos they wanted to go watch the soccer match at ijc and kept telling me to hurry.
me and lover AIMED to win by service, LOL.
but obviously we didnt.
after seeing how the ny coach treats his players, i'm EVEN MORE certain that our coach is the best-est.

cabbed down to ijc to watch the soccer match, aj vs sa.
hahaha. i wasnt very interested cos i dont understand the game, kept feeling sleepy.

stayed at home today cos i'm as sick as a sick person. HAHAHA.
got the flu bug. :/
hope it doesnt affect my game tmr, cos its rjc.
heh. hope we'll have a good time and gain more experience! (:

no worries yuannshan!
heads up and smile, you look ugly when you dont. :p hee.

2007-04-15T09:48:00.000+08:00

start of a brand new week!
yupp, not gna be unhappy about things that i cannot change anymore.
hahaha, learning to be more optimistic.
smile, smile, smile! :D :D :D

so weird, just few days ago i felt that nothing is going right.
but i have a good feeling about the coming week.
my moodswing is so extreme, like a rollercoaster ride leh. X)
and i'm grateful for all my friends, my sister and my cousins who tried to make me feel better.
LOVES! <3

going to somewhere at raffles place to play squash later.
coolness, cant wait!
supposed to wear all-white attire but we all didn't have white shorts. :/
and coach has something to give us.
coach allan rocks! LOL.

breakfast was nice, i enjoyed it. :DD
next time i want to watch the sun rise! hahaha.

i'm like using excessive amounts of smiley faces for this entry!
such a huge contrast compared to the previous few. (:
but its good ey.

last thing to blog today!
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MR GOH CHYE SENG! (:
glad that you enjoyed your day. hahahah.
thanks for being such a supportive friend, esp during my tournament period!
you havent tell me who's your sweetheart that you went on a river boat cruise with eh.
porky ar? HAHAHA. :p

time passes the fastest when you least want it to.
time! stop running away from me la, hahahaha.

2007-04-13T20:24:00.000+08:00

this whole week is like a nightmare.
everything just seems to be going wrong,
nothing feels right.

jo! so sorry i made your blouse wet today.
everything that happened built up and i just couldn't hold it in.
useless and disappointing.

and coach is sick, cos he didnt sleep for two days and two nights.
sounds just like me, maybe i got stronger immune system so i didn't fall sick.
i know he's truly disappointed and he's feeling as lousy as us.
coach! we've really let you down. i hope you get well soon. (:

i've never, ever worked so hard for something in my life before,

2007-04-12T19:32:00.000+08:00

11 April is the worst day of my 2007 so far.
we lost our match, 3-2 to NJC.
i would be lying if i say that we didnt have high hopes on this match.
i would be lying if i say that we only felt a little disappointed with the outcome.
i would be lying if i say that we all didnt feel any regrets after we played our games.
and i would be lying if i say that im not proud of AJC squash, even after our match.

we know we have what it takes to defeat them, but maybe luck just wasnt on our side this time round.
maybe top four wasnt meant to be ours.
just couldn't make the cut.

and i was the first to cry in front of so many people yesterday.
i didnt even have time to react and run to the toilet, i just couldn't stop my tears when it hit me really hard that we couldn't make it to the top four.
even as coach was talking to us my tears kept coming out, cos i know he's really disappointed.
when he told me i played the best yesterday, i didn't feel any better.
cried even harder.
ey, but i wasn't the only emo-mo girl lor, botak and jas teared too.
and i know all of us felt lousy inside, just that not everyone showed it out.

wanted to call someone right after the match cos i was feeling really really terrible.
but i didn't.
anyway we had a talk with coach about random stuff, and everything seemed to brighten up abit. (:

life is so unfair, because we can't have everything that we want to.
we trained hard, we sweat a whole truckload during pt and runs, we got hit by the racket and balls and had a thousand bruises, we worked so hard for it.
but i'm not about to give it up just because of our loss today, squash is part of my life.
and we're still seven wonderful girls, despite the result today.
i love all of you. (:

we still have three more matches to win next week!
alright, RJC might be A LITTLE HARDER la, hahaha.

thanks to everyone who tried to make me un-sad.
i couldn't bring myself to talk and smile like normal yesterday and today, but i really really appreciate what these people did for me.
so sorry if i attituded anyone in school today, didn't exactly feel like showing my sunshine smile la. :/

disappointment + disappointment + disappointment
:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

it's not a good idea to rely on others too much, because then you wouldn't know what to do if one day they suddenly disappear.
it's scary to feel empty.

2007-04-09T00:29:00.000+08:00

i know i shouldnt be, but why am i feeling confused?
ohmygod. hahah. just like sophie's msn nick.
from yesterday till now everything feels very unreal to me, like it never happened before.

i dont know what to say, i dont know what to think.
everything's just blurry to me.
it's not that easy to let out all my feelings and thoughts at one go,
they're all jumbled together like a 5000 pieces jigsaw puzzle that is not yet fitted together.

but i'll sort it out.
i'll have to.
cos it's for the best, i think.

the sun wont be shining until my dark clouds clear.

2007-04-06T13:02:00.000+08:00

i really mean it,
i really do.

2007-04-05T12:59:00.000+08:00

felt so rejuvenated like i havent felt for a very very long time.
stayed home today because i needed a break from all the dreadry school work.
heh, not a well-deserved break but a much needed one. X)

im like a recharged battery with lots of power and energy after sleeping for THIRTEEN hours! something that i wouldnt even dream of on a normal school day. hahahaha.
still need to go back to school for trng and heats in the late afternoon though, but i dont mind! :D

debate yesterday was fun! hahahah.
i find it very gratifying to argue with people eh.
due to my competitive nature, i was got quite worked up during the debate la. LOL! i know my classmates hardly visit my blog, but no hard feelings yea? hahaha. esp the preposition speakers. :p
oh, my side won, by the way. hee.
class civics debate was a failure though. nice try mr yipyip!

pe was relaxing yesterday. hahaha yupp you heard me, RELAXING. :D
partly cos i cleared my napfa already, so ms tay told me to pace others.
ran with guosi at a super SNAIL-Y pace cos she pulled her thigh muscles.
hahaha, we still had breath to sing and talk and laugh throughout six rounds eh.

went out of school with gf and lover to watch freedom writers.
a really really nice show that i'd recommend everyone to watch.
alot nicer than stomp the yard.
its about this english teacher erin gruwell, who inspired her unruly students in discovering the meaning of their lives.
based on a true story in america, year 1992.
hahaha, im not gna go on blabbering about the whole storyline. it's really meaningful and touching so go watch if you all have the time. (:

after that we rushed back to school for trng.
just a random thought la, but i really love my coach.
hahaha, awww.

the coaching fee that aj pays him is so insignificant compared to what rjc and ri have been paying him la.
i understand la, cos squash is not a niche cca and they dont even have the budget for squash balls. hahaha.
for a period of time the boys and girls team had to make do with two pathetic squash balls. :/

they've stopped paying coach since i dont know when, but he still comes down twice a week for our trngs.
and everytime he comes down for our trngs he's forgoing sessions of private coaching outside,
from which he can easily earn alot more.
but he didnt abandon our team.
and he said he felt a sense of accomplishment when he sees that we have all improved.
he told the rj girls team that if aj girls ever get into the top four, he would stand together with us. (:

coach believes in us, let's not disappoint him.
yea, and we have to believe in ourselves too.

random photos!

hahaha i think i should hang this sign around me wherever i go. such a klutzy accident prone person. X)

hahahah, porky! this picture is for you! how apt. heh.

my favourite sexy bikini mug! hahaha.

and my 4th April 2007 passed just like that, like any other ordinary day.
how i wish time could turn itself back.
all the way back to 4th April 2006.

2007-04-03T21:48:00.000+08:00

you can't control events,
except what they mean to you.
i think it's really meaningful.
many a times, things that happen are not within our control. but they happen for a reason, to make us stronger. (:
hahaha, omg, im sounding so un-joyce.
too philosophical.

something happened yesterday, not a very pleasant thing, but nothing too major either.
when things go wrong, when things screw up, what would you do?
remaining silent and not doing anything to rectify the situation isnt going to help one bit.
step out to make things right, is it that hard?
but anyway, im so proud of laopu for speaking up. ((:

i've learnt so much during the physics lecture tdy!
HAHAHAHA. didn't you all? :D

dinner with porkpork and auntie jaguar was damn hilarious.
hahaha, we just kept laughing and laughing and laughing, at porky!
ohmygod. laugh until stomach cramp, and my face went as red as my blogskin can. LOL.
shall not divulge what was the joke about. heh. porky was traumatised ENOUGH tdy. X)

The Worm Song
Nobody loves me
Everybody hates me
So i go and eat worms
Long worms, short worms, fat worms, skinny worms
Look how they wriggle and squirm
I bite off their heads
And suck out their juice
And throw their skins away
Nobody knows about how i feed on worms 3 times a day
TOING TOING TOING

this is my favourite new song! hahaha, chuan taught me how to sing on I&E day.
heh. i like the toing toing toing part.
shall go take part in aj idol with this song! X)

ohmy ohmy ohmy, there's debate tmr and i havent done a single thing. zilch. :/
and i'm thinking of a 1001 reasons as to why i didnt even get started on my electromagnetic induction tutorial.

it's school, squash, track and field.
and more school, squash, track and field.
how fun.

2007-04-01T22:51:00.000+08:00

happy april fool's day!
hahaha, saw porky's sms first thing in the morning when i woke up.
nice try, heh, can't believe nana actually fell for her COOKIE trick. :p
got bluffed twice!
but i managed to bluff someone as well, so im happy. :D

long time never upload photos alrdy, heh.
so, PHOTOS!

the pretty pretty henna that we did on I&E day! hahaha. pretty cos i was the one who designed them. X) but these photos were took before the paste-like thing came off. so not that nice.

huizhen's hand! hahaha. so nice ehy, cos i do one. LOL.

nana's leg! also done by me. heh. artistic right?

dont need to guess also know which one is done by me and which one is done by porky. LOL. the smiley face is still on my left hand up till now la! cannot wash off.

nana's master piece on danni's hand. (:

tuition today was super furry. hahaha. furry as in the guineapig-ish and chinchilla-ish kind of fur. LOL! chuan went around terrorising the guinea pigs by imitating their squeals. hahaha. the guinea pigs make very cute sounds! next time i shall record down and set as my message tone or sth. ha.

hahaha this is my favourite baby guinea pig! and it has a very very weird name. it's called yang bi-bi! dont ask me how it got this very very weird name, because i have no idea too. X)

awww, so cute la, it's feeding on goat's milk from a syringe! cos it refuses to drink milk from it's mummy.

that's a newborn baby rabbit! hahaha. it looks kinda gross cos its so naked. but patrick says next week when we go back for tuition the baby rabbits will be all cute and furry already.

cant wait for tuition next week! :D

hahahah, looks like a wig but it isnt! it's a peruvian guinea pig. :/
the texture of the fur is really like human hair. so scary. ha. i still like yang bi-bi la.

enough of the furry stuff! hahaha. post some pictures of food to make myself hungry.

the ben and jerry's ice cream me and porky sinned on while playing snakes and ladders! hahaha.

dinner at fish and co! equally sinful. X) oh man. diet starts next week.

2007-03-31T20:28:00.000+08:00

30 march 2007
I&E activities were quite interesting, i felt.
hahaha, but i probably could have enjoyed myself MORE if the tournament was scheduled on another day.
went through half the day with fluttering butterflies/squiggly worms/crunchy ladybirds in my stomach.
didnt eat much for lunch too, me and gf keep feeling like we wna puke. X)

hahahah, two hours before tournament was the most cruciating one la.
totally jittery and nervous.
was in the nexus with the squash girls, trying to relax and calm ourselves down.
went to talk to lao pu and lao na for awhile. hahaha, laughing always helps.

then we walked over to the yio chu kang squash centre at around twelve thirty.
warmed up and waited for the tournament to start.
then coach had a "talk" with us to decide the line-up for the matches.
first player-jac
second player-me
third player-yuannshan
fourth player-jo
last player-hj
coach asked me whether i wna be the last player, but i decided that i better not.
too stressful.
but actually it's the same amount of stress for every player la, i realised.

i was super super nervous for my first set.
won by a close margin, 9-7.
coach said he could SEE my heart beating when he talked to me after the first set!
gosh. that was how nervous i was. and i was shivering all over. :/
but coach talked to me and i cooled myself down and went in with more confidence.
all he said was "dont be nervous, cool yourself down, go in and focus on the ball."
miraculously i did alot alot better for my second and third sets.
still abit wobbly, but won my opponent 9-1 for both sets.

AJC won VJC, with five-love for the overall. (:
we didnt play our best for the matches, BUT we're going to perform better.
and i know i could have done alot better.
i wasnt alert enough, didnt drive/cross the ball hard enough, forgot to look at the opponent when she was hitting the ball, too slow in running back to the centre.
felt so bad cos coach was disappointed with how we played.
but i'll train harder harder HARDER next week, i promise.

next opponent: NJC, 11 April.
it's tough, but we gta press on.
AJ SQUASH! :D
im not being biased, but i think our jerseys look the nicest compared to other schools. heh.

thanks to cheryn, tze yuan, jiaying and yingtung who came down to watch.
and the SISTER and darren as well.
hahaha, all the smses and encouragements helped too. :D

porky went with me to novena square the day before the tournament to get my orange SB.
hahahah. wanted a hot pink one but couldnt find! X(
we ALMOST got into a fight with two primary school boys in toy'r'us!
hahaha, a fight over who gets to play the xbox360 on display.
got this mini teeth-pressing crocodile keychain.
if you press the wrong teeth it'll bite you! :D

i love playing snakes and ladders at ben & jerry's!
ahahah. porky! we should definitely make it our favourite hobby la.

next week is going to be another week full of trngs.
my tutorials will be feeling neglected and abandoned again.

2007-03-28T21:24:00.000+08:00

30 march 2007 friday marks the start of our squash interschool tournament.
its what we've all been working towards since we joined squash as jc ones.
all the hours that we've endured the gruelling trngs, dont let it go to waste.
last lap, we can do it!
show what we've got. (:

hopefully we'll all be composed enough on friday and other tournament days to play our best.
yea, go girls!
AJ SQUASH, WHOOSH!

and we get to skip house meeting. heh. X)

not going to let anything or anyone affect me and how i play.
i've gotta stay VERY VERY FOCUSED.
cos i dont want to disappoint coach,
i dont want to let my team mates down.
and most importantly, squash is my passion.
i want to do this for myself.
go, joyce! :D

2007-03-25T10:17:00.000+08:00

i did that using paint! hahaha. i think it's quite artistic eh. :DD

planned to wake up early to start on my tuition homework.

well, i did wake up at 0630, but my tuition homework remains untouched up till now.

): i'm so un-motivated.

i need to find my motivation for doing homework.

seriously lagging behind for every tutorial, and i hate to feel unprepared for tutorials.

i find myself not focusing because i dont even understand half of what the tutors are talking about.

ahh well. i should really do something about my academics before i really really can't catch up with the rest huh?

but it's so zzz when the lect notes looks alien to you. i dont even feel like reading them, just feel like dumping the whole lot of notes aside.

hopefully this is just a transition period.

alright.

-back to homework-

2007-03-24T13:17:00.000+08:00

seven squashers. seven orange bags. one desire.

hahahah, we've got a team bag now!
big bright orange and green bags, adidas.
it can be carried as a shoulder bag/sling bag/backpack.
though i think no one will want to carry it as a backpack cos it looks ugly that way. X)
the bag has a shoe bag compartment too, for our bumblebee shoes. ahaha.
so exciting. can't wait for monday to come. hurry hurry! lol.

wore our jerseys yesterday for trng so that we can get used to the material and all that.
hahaha, and it was really quite cool to wear it, as a team. :D
we took many many photos on the mrt train in our jerseys!
got quite high and i hope no one will take the trouble to write to the school and complain about the ajc squashers. :/

i'm disappointed,
with myself for thinking that way.