Sunday, April 29, 2007
was reading this book 'why men love bitches' yesterday.
hahaha, stole it from my sis who borrowed it from darren. :p
just reading it for fun la, some bits in the book are quite cute though.
Attraction Principle #1
Anything a person chases in life runs away.
Attraction Principle #4
Sometimes a man deliberately won't call, just to see how you'll respond.
Attraction Principle #30
Any time a woman competes with another woman, she demeans herself.
Attraction Principle #46
The second a woman works overtime to make herself fit his criteria, she has lowered the standard of that relationship.
Attraction Principle #75
When a man falls in love, suddenly he'll go out of his way and thinks nothing of it. He'll do things for this woman he wouldn't have done for anyone else.
Attraction Principle #98
Be an independent thinker at all times, and ignore anyone who attempts to define you in a limiting way.
hahahah, lame but entertaining. :DD
monday's track and field!
can't wait for it to be over.
and hope that nothing screws up and everything goes right and it won't rain on that day. :]
Thursday, April 26, 2007
it rained this morning.
hahaha, i smsed darling to tell her that the sky is crying.
and she told me that it's tears of joy and ask me to stop emo-ing. LOL!
my darling knows me well eh. :D
wasn't having a great day today,
but playing squash makes me happy!
hahaha, i love love love squash.
had fun with gf, botak and sihui!
and i think i can play better without pressure. :D
got lots of things to complain about, but i shall not rant it out here.
just half a year more, shall try to bear with things and be a little bit more tolerant.
some people just can't help being last minute and inefficient laa.
okay, i said no complaining. X)
super no motivation to go school. :/
but i'm turning into a mugger soon, i swear! hee.
there's something i think i should say,
but just not now.
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
went down to see the j-ones train and help out abit.
heh, i love taking timings and WATCHING them run the block eleven!
that's why coach says i'm a sadist. :p
interviewed them for the post of capt and vice capt too.
quite interesting la, some of their answers. some are rather funny.
and we got to share some of our experiences with them too. (:
but i dont think that we should abuse our authority just because we're more senior and have more experience.
at least show some respect for them when you ask them questions la.
tmr playing squash with sihui and my girls! :DD
hahaha, looking forward.
i want to be a full-time mugger laaaaaa. X)
that was a first.
Monday, April 23, 2007
monday feels weird without trng!
and it feels weird to hold my racket and walk around school, it's like i'm not supposed to anymore. :/
it's like something's missing ey,
school doesnt seem normal without squash.
you know how everyone says that we should accept changes and adapt to them?
ewwwww. rubbish. i hate changes. ): unless they're for the better.
anyway chem lab was quite fun today la, hahaha.
meiqi let us do the tollen's reagent QA!
and the results were super nice. :D
the silver mirror effect, pretty! ((:
hahaha. some chemicals got the ANTISEPTIC smell. omg that one is super disgusting.
felt quite sick after smelling too much antiseptic smell.
oh i have photos of the naked-looking baby rabbits from two weeks back! hahaha they're all soft and furry already. :DD
hahahah, i really wanted to bring one home very badly! super cute and cuddly la.
i wouldn't mind getting one if they remain this small forever. hahah.
they're like monsters when they grow big. :/
first they're like this:
then they grow abit bigger:
then bigger and cuter and more furry:
then become a monster like this:
hahaha this huge scary white mound of fur is the father of the cute rabbits above.
and stupid patrick lets it hop around the floor to terrorise me.
Sunday, April 22, 2007
random photos! hahah, but most are squash-related.
think i'm suffering from some squash trng withdrawal syptoms.
if time could turn back i would have treasured every minute of trng more. hahaha.
but that's life, you don't know how much it means to you until it's gone. (:
hope the j-ones train hard and do ajsquash proud next year!
seven rackets! hahahah, guess which one is mine? (:
coach! hahaha, such an artistic shot taken by me. hee.
-faints-
but the people there can afford la, rich people have good lives.
the morning sun! took this at the aj track when i went back for saturday heats.
mac's apple pie! hahaha.
family day yesterday,
was a flop! hahaha.
NOT ALOT of people came to our class booth, i think i can count with all my fingers and my toes.
think last year's family day was more fun on the whole.
i still have one dollar of my coupon left. :D hahaha.
woke up super early today!
slept at two pm yesterday after i reached home from family day.
all the way till four am today. heee.
anyway! i realise i can see the sun rise from my house!
damn nice la!
don't need to go all the way to east coast or pasir ris or changi to see. hahaha.
go so far, wait so long, and cannot see somemore! )):
ang mo kio has the best view. :DD
shall upload the photos if i have the time, lol.
Friday, April 20, 2007
played my last squash match today.
against tpjc, but they werent much of a fight for us la really.
okay the main point is not the match.
as what coach said, "after almost one year of trng with me, squash ends here for all of you."
today is our last day as aj squashers, last day with coach, last day that we play as a team.
you girls told me not to give up when i was about to.
you girls gave me the support and encouragements that i needed to pull me through.
you girls always can sense when i'm emo-ing and will cheer me up.
there's still alot more that i want to say la, but not now. (:
had team talk after the match.
really want to thank coach for all that he's sacrificed for us.
sorry coach, we couldn't bring top four to you.
but you'll always be the best coach, in my heart. (:
i'll miss coach badly,
i'll miss training with you girls badly,
i'll miss the lousy school courts that we've spent so much time in,
i'll EVEN miss the sadistic saturday runs and block eleven vertical runs!
i'll miss everything and anything that has got to do with squash.
squash has opened me up to another part of life.
at least i know what it's like to really work hard for something that i've so much passion for.
although we didn't get there in the end, it doesn't matter.
cos we held on till the end.
i'm proud to be an ajsquasher!
ohmygosh. such an emo post again.
i've decided not to give up. ((:
anyway thanks to porky for accompanying me to dinner.
and eating macs with me cos i felt like eating fries although she doesn't like macs.
remember to exercise more hor! ltr gain weight don't say its my fault. :p
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Why do they have to choose my most sleepy day ever in school to conduct the emergency drill!
hahaha, super sian, deprive me of my break time.
but ms quek was nice enough to let us make-up econs tutorial on another day. :DD
so i surprisingly managed to sleep in school for the first time! LOL.
but i'm not as unconscious as porky and boona when they sleep la.
still could hear people talking around me.
chye seng was rambling on about complex numbers to porky! hahaha.
huizhen was telling the class about family day!
hee.
one more day, one more day, one more day, one more day,
one last day.
ahhhhhhhhh. i dont know whether i'm glad or i'm sad that squash is officially going to end for us.
a mixture of both, perhaps?
the prospect of all the tutorials and studying is scaring me, hahaha.
and i've been quite irritable lately, the smallest things seem to get on my nerves eh.
maybe its just the stress la.
next week's going to be a fresh new week!
you're my favourite, :D
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
i walked out of the court smiling after i finished my game, not because i won my game.
lol. the outcome was quite expected la, but just abit disappointed lor.
sabdcvwbcuqk! and coach cheated our feelings! :/
today is the first time i walked into a court without having the mindset of playing to win.
i just prayed that i wouldnt lose too badly, but i did la, obviously.
they are just too strong.
it's rjc eh, what do you think?
so sian, today is emo day.
track and field is so sucky.
it really sucks to the max when your class is organising it.
i have to forgo another night of sleep doing the registration thing.
should i give it up?
i see no point continuing when the heart is not in it.
):
oh well.
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
coach! why-are-you-so-nice-you're-making-us-feel-really-really-really-bad.
went to the SCC, Singapore Cricket Club to play squash on sunday.
prestigious country club eh, LKY's club. :/
the membership fee is a whooping fourty-five-thousand-bucks!
our eyes bulged to the size of squash balls when we heard that. hahaha.
coach is uber rich!
me and huijie keep hoping that coach will treat us to lunch!
but he didnt. ):
treated us to dinner instead!
too bad huijie had to miss it cos her mum wanted her home. awww. nvm i helped you eat your share! hee.
and and and! we're the first batch of squash girls that coach ever brought to his club!
hahah. see how much coach loves us. :DD
talked alot with coach, about his commando days.
he told us about how he tortured trained the recruits when he was the PTI.
no wonder he came up with the sadistic block eleven run. eee.
after dinner he sent everyone home.
where to find such a nice coach, we've only been with him for one year plus.
:D
played nyjc yesterday.
was quite nervous at first but then we really have nothing more to lose.
funny ar coach, still say that i'm the deciding player when i played fifth. cos everyone won their games. :p
my game was quite fast, cos they wanted to go watch the soccer match at ijc and kept telling me to hurry.
me and lover AIMED to win by service, LOL.
but obviously we didnt.
after seeing how the ny coach treats his players, i'm EVEN MORE certain that our coach is the best-est.
cabbed down to ijc to watch the soccer match, aj vs sa.
hahaha. i wasnt very interested cos i dont understand the game, kept feeling sleepy.
stayed at home today cos i'm as sick as a sick person. HAHAHA.
got the flu bug. :/
hope it doesnt affect my game tmr, cos its rjc.
heh. hope we'll have a good time and gain more experience! (:
no worries yuannshan!
heads up and smile, you look ugly when you dont. :p hee.
Sunday, April 15, 2007
start of a brand new week!
yupp, not gna be unhappy about things that i cannot change anymore.
hahaha, learning to be more optimistic.
smile, smile, smile! :D :D :D
so weird, just few days ago i felt that nothing is going right.
but i have a good feeling about the coming week.
my moodswing is so extreme, like a rollercoaster ride leh. X)
and i'm grateful for all my friends, my sister and my cousins who tried to make me feel better.
LOVES! <3
going to somewhere at raffles place to play squash later.
coolness, cant wait!
supposed to wear all-white attire but we all didn't have white shorts. :/
and coach has something to give us.
coach allan rocks! LOL.
breakfast was nice, i enjoyed it. :DD
next time i want to watch the sun rise! hahaha.
i'm like using excessive amounts of smiley faces for this entry!
such a huge contrast compared to the previous few. (:
but its good ey.
last thing to blog today!
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MR GOH CHYE SENG! (:
glad that you enjoyed your day. hahahah.
thanks for being such a supportive friend, esp during my tournament period!
you havent tell me who's your sweetheart that you went on a river boat cruise with eh.
porky ar? HAHAHA. :p
time passes the fastest when you least want it to.
time! stop running away from me la, hahahaha.
Friday, April 13, 2007
this whole week is like a nightmare.
everything just seems to be going wrong,
nothing feels right.
jo! so sorry i made your blouse wet today.
everything that happened built up and i just couldn't hold it in.
useless and disappointing.
and coach is sick, cos he didnt sleep for two days and two nights.
sounds just like me, maybe i got stronger immune system so i didn't fall sick.
i know he's truly disappointed and he's feeling as lousy as us.
coach! we've really let you down. i hope you get well soon. (:
i've never, ever worked so hard for something in my life before,
Thursday, April 12, 2007
11 April is the worst day of my 2007 so far.
we lost our match, 3-2 to NJC.
i would be lying if i say that we didnt have high hopes on this match.
i would be lying if i say that we only felt a little disappointed with the outcome.
i would be lying if i say that we all didnt feel any regrets after we played our games.
and i would be lying if i say that im not proud of AJC squash, even after our match.
we know we have what it takes to defeat them, but maybe luck just wasnt on our side this time round.
maybe top four wasnt meant to be ours.
just couldn't make the cut.
and i was the first to cry in front of so many people yesterday.
i didnt even have time to react and run to the toilet, i just couldn't stop my tears when it hit me really hard that we couldn't make it to the top four.
even as coach was talking to us my tears kept coming out, cos i know he's really disappointed.
when he told me i played the best yesterday, i didn't feel any better.
cried even harder.
ey, but i wasn't the only emo-mo girl lor, botak and jas teared too.
and i know all of us felt lousy inside, just that not everyone showed it out.
wanted to call someone right after the match cos i was feeling really really terrible.
but i didn't.
anyway we had a talk with coach about random stuff, and everything seemed to brighten up abit. (:
life is so unfair, because we can't have everything that we want to.
we trained hard, we sweat a whole truckload during pt and runs, we got hit by the racket and balls and had a thousand bruises, we worked so hard for it.
but i'm not about to give it up just because of our loss today, squash is part of my life.
and we're still seven wonderful girls, despite the result today.
i love all of you. (:
we still have three more matches to win next week!
alright, RJC might be A LITTLE HARDER la, hahaha.
thanks to everyone who tried to make me un-sad.
i couldn't bring myself to talk and smile like normal yesterday and today, but i really really appreciate what these people did for me.
so sorry if i attituded anyone in school today, didn't exactly feel like showing my sunshine smile la. :/
disappointment + disappointment + disappointment
:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
it's not a good idea to rely on others too much, because then you wouldn't know what to do if one day they suddenly disappear.
it's scary to feel empty.
Monday, April 09, 2007
i know i shouldnt be, but why am i feeling confused?
ohmygod. hahah. just like sophie's msn nick.
from yesterday till now everything feels very unreal to me, like it never happened before.
i dont know what to say, i dont know what to think.
everything's just blurry to me.
it's not that easy to let out all my feelings and thoughts at one go,
they're all jumbled together like a 5000 pieces jigsaw puzzle that is not yet fitted together.
but i'll sort it out.
i'll have to.
cos it's for the best, i think.
the sun wont be shining until my dark clouds clear.
Friday, April 06, 2007
i really mean it,
i really do.
Thursday, April 05, 2007
felt so rejuvenated like i havent felt for a very very long time.
stayed home today because i needed a break from all the dreadry school work.
heh, not a well-deserved break but a much needed one. X)
im like a recharged battery with lots of power and energy after sleeping for THIRTEEN hours! something that i wouldnt even dream of on a normal school day. hahahaha.
still need to go back to school for trng and heats in the late afternoon though, but i dont mind! :D
debate yesterday was fun! hahahah.
i find it very gratifying to argue with people eh.
due to my competitive nature, i was got quite worked up during the debate la. LOL! i know my classmates hardly visit my blog, but no hard feelings yea? hahaha. esp the preposition speakers. :p
oh, my side won, by the way. hee.
class civics debate was a failure though. nice try mr yipyip!
pe was relaxing yesterday. hahaha yupp you heard me, RELAXING. :D
partly cos i cleared my napfa already, so ms tay told me to pace others.
ran with guosi at a super SNAIL-Y pace cos she pulled her thigh muscles.
hahaha, we still had breath to sing and talk and laugh throughout six rounds eh.
went out of school with gf and lover to watch freedom writers.
a really really nice show that i'd recommend everyone to watch.
alot nicer than stomp the yard.
its about this english teacher erin gruwell, who inspired her unruly students in discovering the meaning of their lives.
based on a true story in america, year 1992.
hahaha, im not gna go on blabbering about the whole storyline. it's really meaningful and touching so go watch if you all have the time. (:
after that we rushed back to school for trng.
just a random thought la, but i really love my coach.
hahaha, awww.
the coaching fee that aj pays him is so insignificant compared to what rjc and ri have been paying him la.
i understand la, cos squash is not a niche cca and they dont even have the budget for squash balls. hahaha.
for a period of time the boys and girls team had to make do with two pathetic squash balls. :/
they've stopped paying coach since i dont know when, but he still comes down twice a week for our trngs.
and everytime he comes down for our trngs he's forgoing sessions of private coaching outside,
from which he can easily earn alot more.
but he didnt abandon our team.
and he said he felt a sense of accomplishment when he sees that we have all improved.
he told the rj girls team that if aj girls ever get into the top four, he would stand together with us. (:
coach believes in us, let's not disappoint him.
yea, and we have to believe in ourselves too.
random photos!
hahaha i think i should hang this sign around me wherever i go. such a klutzy accident prone person. X)
hahahah, porky! this picture is for you! how apt. heh.
my favourite sexy bikini mug! hahaha.
and my 4th April 2007 passed just like that, like any other ordinary day.
how i wish time could turn itself back.
all the way back to 4th April 2006.
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
you can't control events,
except what they mean to you.
i think it's really meaningful.
many a times, things that happen are not within our control. but they happen for a reason, to make us stronger. (:
hahaha, omg, im sounding so un-joyce.
too philosophical.
something happened yesterday, not a very pleasant thing, but nothing too major either.
when things go wrong, when things screw up, what would you do?
remaining silent and not doing anything to rectify the situation isnt going to help one bit.
step out to make things right, is it that hard?
but anyway, im so proud of laopu for speaking up. ((:
i've learnt so much during the physics lecture tdy!
HAHAHAHA. didn't you all? :D
dinner with porkpork and auntie jaguar was damn hilarious.
hahaha, we just kept laughing and laughing and laughing, at porky!
ohmygod. laugh until stomach cramp, and my face went as red as my blogskin can. LOL.
shall not divulge what was the joke about. heh. porky was traumatised ENOUGH tdy. X)
The Worm Song
Nobody loves me
Everybody hates me
So i go and eat worms
Long worms, short worms, fat worms, skinny worms
Look how they wriggle and squirm
I bite off their heads
And suck out their juice
And throw their skins away
Nobody knows about how i feed on worms 3 times a day
TOING TOING TOING
this is my favourite new song! hahaha, chuan taught me how to sing on I&E day.
heh. i like the toing toing toing part.
shall go take part in aj idol with this song! X)
ohmy ohmy ohmy, there's debate tmr and i havent done a single thing. zilch. :/
and i'm thinking of a 1001 reasons as to why i didnt even get started on my electromagnetic induction tutorial.
it's school, squash, track and field.
and more school, squash, track and field.
how fun.
Sunday, April 01, 2007
happy april fool's day!
hahaha, saw porky's sms first thing in the morning when i woke up.
nice try, heh, can't believe nana actually fell for her COOKIE trick. :p
got bluffed twice!
but i managed to bluff someone as well, so im happy. :D
long time never upload photos alrdy, heh.
so, PHOTOS!
the pretty pretty henna that we did on I&E day! hahaha. pretty cos i was the one who designed them. X) but these photos were took before the paste-like thing came off. so not that nice.
huizhen's hand! hahaha. so nice ehy, cos i do one. LOL.
nana's leg! also done by me. heh. artistic right?
dont need to guess also know which one is done by me and which one is done by porky. LOL. the smiley face is still on my left hand up till now la! cannot wash off.
nana's master piece on danni's hand. (:
tuition today was super furry. hahaha. furry as in the guineapig-ish and chinchilla-ish kind of fur. LOL! chuan went around terrorising the guinea pigs by imitating their squeals. hahaha. the guinea pigs make very cute sounds! next time i shall record down and set as my message tone or sth. ha.
hahaha this is my favourite baby guinea pig! and it has a very very weird name. it's called yang bi-bi! dont ask me how it got this very very weird name, because i have no idea too. X)
awww, so cute la, it's feeding on goat's milk from a syringe! cos it refuses to drink milk from it's mummy.
that's a newborn baby rabbit! hahaha. it looks kinda gross cos its so naked. but patrick says next week when we go back for tuition the baby rabbits will be all cute and furry already.
cant wait for tuition next week! :D
hahahah, looks like a wig but it isnt! it's a peruvian guinea pig. :/
the texture of the fur is really like human hair. so scary. ha. i still like yang bi-bi la.
enough of the furry stuff! hahaha. post some pictures of food to make myself hungry.
the ben and jerry's ice cream me and porky sinned on while playing snakes and ladders! hahaha.
dinner at fish and co! equally sinful. X) oh man. diet starts next week.
