Tuesday, January 30, 2007
photos taken at J8 on 26/1/2007, late at night after all the shops closed for the day. (:
lots of people were staring like mad as they walked past. hahaha. cos they couldn't see the camera and only saw three girls smiling eerily at nothingness.
and we kept bursting out in laughter! because either we forgot to set the timer and had been smiling for nothing, or we couldn't control ourselves and moved before the camera captured our images.
the orh chey on my left arm! due to porky's extreme violent tendency.
attempts to cover up the ugly orh cheys. HAHAH. one orh chey was due to me hitting myself with the racket, accidentally.
took this during yipyip's tutorial! cos i was too bored. LOL.
i don't like to sit at the last row, next to the windows. it's so distracting cos i'll be tempted to stare outside and daydream. :D
went to bed at nine yesterday and woke up at two in the morning to study for THE MATH TEST.
i spent half an hour trying to recall where were my notes, so effectively i only studied for one hour plus.
oh well, at least i tried. (:
but i still couldnt solve half the questions during the test!
how demoralising, but math has always been this way for me.
i saw something in my phone that made me happy the moment i woke up today.
whether you really meant it or not, it made my day.
breaks these few days were spent with the two LAOs at our newfound secret hiding place!
we always manage to find things to laugh/gossip about.
the marshmallow pork was constantly on the lookout for HER eyecandies, hahaha.
physics lecture today was wasted on the mini project presentations.
i think only the first one was entertaining. hahaha. the marshmallows experiment was applicable to SOMEONE ey, lol.
ohh ohh, the sexuality talk was super embarassing can!
-runs and hide
the person who gave the talk made seven girls do some dumb dumb demonstration.
me, pork, and nana were three of the seven girls.
had to hold a cup with chemicals and mix the chemicals around with the rest of the girls.
then the presenter will inject some indicator into our cups.
if our liquids in the cup turns pink we're 'HIV positive'!
goodness. hahaha, so all of us were 'infected' except for one, EWW.
hmm, school team selections are going to be over soon.
everytime i ask myself why do i really want to be in the team, i cant really answer.
to fight for honour for the school and myself?
or maybe its because of the fact that it's what i (we all)'ve been working so hard towards since the day i joined squash.
and life is never really fair.
each and every one of the squash girls have been committed to squash for the past one year or so, even though it might not be priorities for some of us.
yet, some of us will not get to go for the inter-school tournament.
but i really hope that we'll still get the chance to train as a team after the school team is chosen. (:
your own mentality in the game is really important.
friends' encouragements can only support you up till the point you step through that glass door.
after that, you're on your own.
i find that i lack the strength to not give up when i'm starting to miss a few balls.
guess this is something i've got to overcome! (:
i don't like the feeling of losing. but who does?
hahaha, cf suggested to me to lose more, so that i'll get used to losing. X)
damn, its the SPEAK EZY thing tomorrow.
think i'll just talk rubbish and bluff my way through, heh.
cross country @ bishan park 1 this friday!
running the competitive race.
losing is okay, as long i don't finish last. X) HAHA.
Saturday, January 27, 2007
JOYCE! i'm so so disappointed in you.
):
if only i had controlled my emotions better and not let it take over halfway in the game.
damn. super angry and disappointed with myself. :/
played like crap tdy.
my serves wasnt feeling well, my drives didnt feel like showing themselves and my drops were half dead.
ehy. okay, no excuses la.
from now on i'm supposed to have the game ONLY in my mind when i'm playing a match.
i only have myself to blame for losing focus.
stop thinking so much, JUST PLAY.
oh well, six down, four more matches to go!
actually i'm sick of matches alrdy. i miss trng with coach. )): BUT THEN,
gogogo JOYCE! jiayou girls!
two plus one makes three.
i got three blue blacks and a beautiful BALOOKOO on my forehead!
hahahah.
next time wna sleep during lects can press HARD on them and i'll be wide awake. :O
tired tired!
trials almost everyday throughout the week.
everyday reach home, bathe, then SLEEP.
i NEED to catch up on my work, la. ):
thanks, GF for your candy tdy! :D
and thanks to everyone whom i need to thank. hahaha. ohmy, quite insincere eh.
but my eyes are half closed and my hands are like MARSHMALLOWS now.
and here's a SUPRISE for everybody!
me and pork are performing chinese dance for the upcoming CHINESE NEW YEAR celebrations! LOL.
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
that was, about the closest i could ever get.
shut up and stop thinking about it, la.
okay, i've blogged approximately three sentences again tdy.
Monday, January 22, 2007
its a six letter word starting with letter 'T' and ending with the letter 'S'.
you turn my heart into marshmallows and my legs into jelly.
why, why, WHY!
Sunday, January 21, 2007
went shopping with teng ytd at bugis for new year dresses!
we both bought shades, and i got a dress!
poor darling din see anything she fancied. its okay! we'll go scouting for it another time yea? X)
next time we go shopping we shall wear our shades and ACT DAO. :DD
(eyyy good idea okay! then irritating salemen wont dare to approach you.)
i shall not talk from now on unless its necessary. my voice is super irritating la.
doesnt sound like my normal voice!! )):
and wht kind of flu lasts for one week and is still ongoing!
okay, maybe the doctor is lousy la.
shall see another doctor again tmr.
and trials are tmr! ))): and i feel so unprepared. feel like ponning school tmr!
luckily mr sanuse is nice enough to let me skip afternoon pe tmr! of cos have to do make-up on another day la. but its better than nth okay. cant imagine if my pe tcher is arthur lim. :/
playing against huijie and jac tmr. X( thanks to huijie's and my magic hands la!
okay okay, but jiayou tmr girls! <3
THANKS PORK PORK!~ hahaha. for the funny card and the 'POSITIVE' magnet. :DD
and everyone who has encouraged me in some way or other!
stop invading my dreams.
keep having dreams about you practically every night.
three times in a row! freaky freaky.
wht does this show?
tt i must be obsessing too much. LOL.
Thursday, January 18, 2007
WL!!!!
some weird kukuhead person stole me and qian's PHYSICS TYS!
put it in our locker also can get stolen. (no no, tt person din break the lock, our locker din have a lock in the first place!)
hahaha. oh well, so its partially our fault too. :/
but still!
TYS also can steal. tt person must be desperate huh.
maybe his teacher is like mr yip, never bring tys must walk round the fountain and sing non mihi solum.
luckily thaddeus the BIG LAWYER is willing to lend me his. :D
and i also realised i lost my chem eqm notes, halogen derivative notes, graphing technique (III) cls assessment and my GDP GNP econs notes!
i think on QING1 MING2 JIE2 me and qian have to burn paper money for the countless trees we killed due to excess photocopying. X)
brought lover, gf and BOTAK to cut hair tdy.
from seven pm cut until nine thirty pm.
cos they got too much hair! -bursts out laughing
i've decided to go make a pair of nerdily cute specs to wear to school!
then i can wear during lectures and act intellectual. X)
much 'LOVES!' to my darling sister.
she gave me a lollipop just now for no reason! :DD (but i know wht's the reason!)
favourite flavour ehy. hahaha.
YOU MADE MY DAY!
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
caught THE ARENA on channel five ytd night.
st nicholas girls' school vs methodist girls' school.
hahaha. the obvious winner was mgs la.
they got confident speakers and their case was easier to defend. :/
but i dont agree with the way the opposition defined self-centeredness!
i think it went sth like this:
self-centeredness means acting in a way to harm people but benefit yourself.
sat arnd zuo bo-ing during pe again! X(
but at least i got to suntan for abit, before william chua chased me into the shade. BOO.
watched jac and jo play tennis for awhile before we went for trng.
tennis like quite fun! and i lovelovelove the sun!
maybe i shall go learn some tennis after A's. :D okay i think too much.
i hope its what i've conjured up due to the after effects of taking my flu pills.
but the sardonic expressions and gestures seems to suggest otherwise.
if you spent one whole day working on an essay, but your gp tutor tears it apart and gives you a U grade without even glancing at it, how wld you feel?
ayeee. okay. shant go on about it. cos i can blog a whole essay about all this.
or perhaps i'm the cynical one.
shall teach myself to be apathetic and indifferent towards these kinda things in future. :D
see no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil!
okay, off to bed!
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
dang. got stuck at home tdy cos i had fever and flu.
so, no more running arnd in the rain without an umbrella!
but i lost my umbrella! :/ okay, which is like common for me. LOL.
stood arnd and watched the girls do their pe ytd, while wishing i cld join in. ): aww. sad sad. seems so weird to jus sit arnd and do nth.
my sis jus nagged at me for wanting to do pe despite my flu.
hahaha she said she read from newspapers tt some people died after exercising when they're down with the flu. :/
okay, so maybe i wont do pe tmr either. :D hahah!
pork volunteered to help me utilise my wed pe mc! hahaha. fat hope ehy.
hope i'll recover soon! dont want it to affect THE TRIALS this fri. X(
i KNOW i shld make full use of my free day to do some productive work.
HMMMMMMM.
okay i shall be good and read up on chem eqm, electric field and figure out the D.E cls assessment, later.
jtwo's a busy busy year. X(
已经擦干了泪 为何还有点痛
it all amounted to nothingness.
i knew it all along, but i just cldnt face it.
sometimes its easier to just, pretend.
just laugh and smile and everything will be okay. eventually.
看着同样蔚蓝的天空，却活在两个截然不同的世界.
你的世界，我不会知道，不可能知道.
Sunday, January 14, 2007
girl! i wna see you cheer up and smile your best smile everyday okay!
i've felt how you're feeling, and i've also been through these.
i also know it's easier said than done when ppl tell you to just let it go.
but you deserve so much better, he's rlly rlly not worth you crying over.
he's just a jerk, let the other girl have him, then.
next time i see him i help you to squash him with my squash racket! :DD
if its me, will i be able to just wave it away and give a smile?
will i be able to just forget everything and look forward?
i know i cant stop tt from happening, it's inevitable, sooner or later.
i just hope i'll have the strength to withstand it.
met chuan for physics tuition somewhr in hougang.
not sure whether its good or not, after all its our first time thr.
and i desperately need a math tutor too! :/ someone recommend me a good one leh.
private tuition is super ex! 500 bucks for four lessons. X(
our physics tutor keeps hundred over chinchillas at home!
gosh. we didnt see the entire collection la, but halfway thru tuition the tutor disappears and appears agn with a furry ball of chinchilla!
LOL. super cute! some are quite frisky, keeps hopping arnd and chewing up our papers and MY PENCIL CASE! X)
ehy but i still prefer those tt are less, urm, outgoing. hahaha.
managed to take a photo of one!
hahah. the white ones are cuter la, but this black one paused long enough for me to take! :D
developed some of the SL photos to put in my notebook. :DD
S02/06 had our service learning tdy!
i'm proud to say tt it was rlly successful, we all enjoyed ourselves and had alot of fun!
(except in the morning when i was quite kinda peeved at the ppl who were late. sorry la, but i cant stand tardiness!)
the sky didnt grant us with good weather this morning, so we had to carry out our wet weather plan! :DD
hahahha. me, qian, liyan and chye seng were in charge of the wet weather plan.
although we didnt rlly work the details out beforehand, as a whole class i think we co-operated quite well. X)
me and qian set up the obstacle course and we were the station mistresses! LOL.
i think our game is the most fun alrdy. hahaha.
round one:
each group member is supposed to eat ONE marshmallow, with using their hands. we hung the rafia such tt it is higher for some of the kids. :D
station mistresses demostrate in the above pictures how it is supposed to be done. LOL. doesnt qian look greedy! hohoho. GREEDY QIAN. 8)
ready, get set, GOGOGO!
poor boy! he looks tortured in this photo. but rlly, they were having fun eating the marshmallows! 
round two:
we hid sweets underneath the flour and the kids had to blow the flour away, and eat the sweets without using their hands! :D
first slot we made the group leaders hold the plates for their groups.
the next slot leaders didnt wna be covered in flour! so me and qian had to sacrifice. :/
our faces and hair all got flour-ed. HAHAH. we threw flour at porky and she became like us as well. :D
round three:
marble hunting + blowing-pingpong-into-cup game.
i came up with this impromtu obstacle game for them! the kids have to go hunt for marbles tt we've hidden all arnd the void deck, and bring it back to their group's cup. when the water level rises high enough, they have to HUFF and PUFF and blow the ball into the empty cup!
miss station mistress demonstrates. (: but i'm like super lousy! cant get the ball in no matter how many times i tried! )): i blew all the water out. see the puddle beside the cup!
the kids were more successful la! apparently two out of four groups got the balls in. :/ fwahhh.
and and AND! i wna show off my tiny eyecandy! X)
look look! he got super duper cute dimples. hahaha. :D stupid porky complained tt i keep flirting with him! i think she's jealous la, hahah.
we were blatantly showing our favourtism la! hahaha. cos we keep making him take pictures with us. :DD
eyecandy, me and the NAUGHTY boy! OKAY, i know my face still got flour!
porky's eyecandy, eyecandy's brother and PORKY! :p actually from this photo cant see pork's kuku hair la. hahaha and i promised to cut my fringe like hers. X)
one huge group photo before we left! hahah. the kids are very adorable and co-operative! unlike the Zenitant kids. all spoilt like dont know wht. :/
S02/06, YEA! :DD
i realised i like working with kids, after the zoo trail and tdy. hahaha. possible career option ehy! but rlly need to have alot of patience. hahah. and you have to strike a balance. like when to be nice and when to be strict, if not they wont listen to your instructions! X)
had a lovely time wtih everyone tdy, HAPPY HAPPY! :D
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
feeling super lousy tdy.
i dislike people who's all talk but no action.
in the end nth productive comes out from you, and other people have to do the work for you.
if you think you cant handle the responsibility then dont go for the leadership position.
stop making life hard for me. i'd rather you tell me earlier tt i'm in charge of the whole damn thing instead of last minute notice.
thanks alot man.
you dont even bother to find out whether people have some other commitments.
i cant wait for this to be over.
and my stupid locker is at the bottom bottom most!
i know i cant do anything to change it la, cos its all random selection.
then let me complain, at least.
CCA FAIR went quite well though, seems like alot of people are interested in squash.
:DD hope they will continue their interest and come for the trials!
managed to force a few st nicks girls to sign up! LOL.
i must think of some way to overcome this.
trials for school team to be held next week.
if its up to me, i'd rather thr are no trials. ):
i'm feeling a whole damn lot of emotions right now, words cant describe also la.
i think a good night's sleep would help, so i'm off to my bed now! :D
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
spent my break times in the dance room with jaz and qian! HAHAH.
but i didnt dance of cos. :/
the big big mirror is super nice!
next time i shall suggest to replace the squash walls with mirrors. :DD
nearly died tdy during lectures, three hours in the AUDI continuously!
mass civics was dumb!
yip yip insisted tt we take down notes. damn embarassing!
so we reluctantly took out our notebooks and pretended to be good students.
but the video was rlly boring, though.
trng ytd was quite fun, except i nearly died running. X)
ran during pe, then with lover, then the relay thingy.
hahah but its all good exercise ay! :D
went to amk central in the rain with chuan pok tdy aft school.
HAHAH i think i shld go out more often if not i rlly have no life. ):
homework homework homework all the way.
its like forever piling up, la.
cant wait for cca carnival tmr!
hope alot alot of people wna join squash. hee.
stop thinking about it, i keep telling myself.
it's such a wonder how some people can affect your mood in just one instant.
bam! and everything goes down, down, down.
i dont need this.
hopefully this is just a transition period, and wont last.
让你走我的爱失控 藏在幸福快乐的背后 是我逃避退缩.
Sunday, January 07, 2007
i cant finish my homework, i cant finish my homework, i cant finish my homework!
-chants
i love my new register number, 4! :D
favourite number!
off for lunch.
-POOF!
Saturday, January 06, 2007
first school week.
hectic/busy/stress/fun.
all my tutorials started out with the teachers giving some sort of speech about their expectations, how this year would be a short and busy year for us.
they're stressing me out la! i hope i'll survive this year.
-crosses fingers.
horrible timetable ehy. physics lab and chem lab both on monday!
i hate tt person who arranged our timetable la.
sure very bored/sleepy.
two hours of yip yip and maggie each! kill me kill me. X(
first class civics was damn funny!
HAHAH. yip yip went through the students handbook with us.
then told all the girls to stand up and look at each others' skirts.
okay la, i think he'd make a rather good pdg tutor, just a little fussy and eccentric.
i love seeing my classmates again!
the jc-ones had their orientation.
reminded me of my orientation last year!
i think we had more fun. :D hahah.
stayed back with girlfriend and lover ytd to see the campfire.
nthg much to see actually, so we went to get macs and ate in school.
played squash in our school uniforms until eight plus! OOPS. X)
sweat a hell lot. disgusting! but very fun. HAHAH.
super alot of homework this weekend!
the teachers must be trying to squash us to death by giving us such a mountain of assignments and tutorials.
but i think we were sposed to complete them during hols la. okay, my bad. :D
there's seriously no way i can complete them by monday.
ayyyyeeee. ):
squash trials in week three.
trngs nowadays more and more stressful and tense.
i find myself looking less forward to trngs now.
i think it just doesnt work for me la, not everyone's accustomed to playing well under pressure.
if i cant make it, then so be it.
its okay la, i'll still do my best. :D
when things cant get worse they'll only get better!
GOGOGO!
anyw, a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY to taihui!
i'm GENIE NG, rub on a lamp and i'll appear! HAHAH.
teng is BOOKSTORE KOH, cos she said she's popular. :/
no link? then you're S-L-O-W. hahah. just like miss bookstore. :DD
oh man, i cant wait to get started on my homework!
-POOF!
Monday, January 01, 2007
I wish each and every one of my dearest-est family and friends,
a HAPPY HAPPY 2007!
and may all of you have a smashing great year ahead ey. :DD
spent the last day of my 2006 sleeping in till afternoon, then headed off for work @ RTC!
they were having this countdown gala dinner for the club members.
and we got our faces painted!
had this HUGE girly heart shape on my face.
outside of the ballroom! hahah we were forced to wear the super unfashionable redman apron. :/
after the countdown all the waiters/waitresses/black jackets dashed into the ballroom and banged these tgt to taumatise the guests. hahaha. but they were having too much fun dancing, and din bother abt us. X)
we ended work at arnd four am in the morning and went home in gf's car. earned eighty three bucks ytd! whoopee! :D hahah.
rched home and slept from arnd five am to four pm this afternoon!
it's time to put year 2006 behind, and welcome the challenges of 2007!
bye bye 2006!
hello 2007!
MAY ALL JOYCE'S WISHES COME TRUE IN THE YEAR 2007! :DD
i've got three, i wonder which one will?
