Monday, August 28, 2006
"I am from ajSQUASh."
"This is my squash tee."
aha. guess who thgt of the SPASTIC slogan for squash tee! :D
i love my squash tee!
Friday, August 25, 2006
This is a _____.
i was so traumatised over the loss of my THIS IS A FISH pouch ytd and i went arnd traumatising everyone as well. :DD
jaz is a nice girl cos she allowed me to vandalise her NIKE bottle and her liquid paper. :D
weiqi's highlighter! hahah. with my gp essay as the background. i have nice handwriting!
aha. weiqi's ruler got scribbled on too. i think he's unlucky fortunate to be in the same gp group as me.
HA. i had fun ytd entertaining myself doing these during GP ytd! :DD yes yes. during sock's lesson. whee. did more tdy but cldnt b bothered to take photos. heh.
we did MORNING EXERCISE during physics lect tdy. in the aj square. eyy i dont see wht's the point of making us walk arnd in the aj square and listening to the dumb monotone sound waves man. :/ but quite fun la. entertaining. :D
(girlfriend u better be nicer to me k! if not i find new one alrdy.)
joyce is fit tdy cos she went for a run with teng and chuan during her break! :DD
yay. i bet other people think tt we're crazy. :D
had a nice bathe after tt and felt like sleeping for most of the lessons after. LOL.
house exco meeting was quite boring! but some had good suggestions. but i SERIOUSLY dont see how the house spirit can be boosted when people are doing tutorials/stoning/doing some other things during sports day and house meetings. :/ rahh.
strength does not come from winning.
your struggles develop your strengths.
when you go through hardships and decide not to surrender;
that is STRENGTH.
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
its really GONE.omg im damn sad la. i lost my favouritest-est POUCH!)):
why does it always have to be me that loses things.
i've alrdy lost count of how many wallets and sets of keys i've misplaced.
next time i might as well jus chain myself to my things.
oh wait, but wht if i get lost too?
I WANT BACK MY FISHHHH.
sad.
tdy is such a sad day for me la. ohmy.
no wonder my mum doesnt trust me with my IC. LUCKILY.
i shall jus go replace my card secretly and not tell my parents.
if not they'll scold me for being careless!
i agree with teng la, im jus ABIT more careless than normal people.
EEE. i got no mood to do essay alrdy. official excuse eh. 'ms sock, i was mourning over the loss of my fish ytd. so i din do ur essay.'
YAY.
hahah. YAY. i got another nice blue black on my knee from trng tdy. :D
please call me the blue black collector from now on. i love blue blacks.
vandalised decorated the nexus with chuan tdy! using my post it notes. LOL. damn funny. but im sure they'll get peel off by people soon. )):
but i took photos!
YAY. hahah. nexus is so pretty now. :DD
went off the meet the squash babes for lunch at nyp!
had lots of fun and took nice nice photos. hahah we forgot to take the 'AFTER' photos la. AYER.
circuit with the rusty and ugly medicine balls were horrible. our actions all so unglam! luckily no one saw. AHA. ((:
and how come they belong to us now i dowannnnnn. stupid ugly and rusty medicine balls. rahh. (one day i shall throw them away, secretly.)
i am sad cos i cldnt do pretty boasts tdy. )): sad sad SAD SADDED.
tdy's not my trng day la. must be the weather. haha.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
girlfriend! let's break-up.
okay la, jolene was the one who STOLE my racket, but you jus let her steal it!
eeeee. made me so embarassed.
i got no image in front of mr panda eyes and my cls alrdy lahhhh. :/
jus dashed into the cls and shouted v loudly 'CANNOT FIND.'
without realising tt panda eyes was inside talking alrdy.
ran to my seat quickly and hid my face behind my shoebag.
and nobody from my cls wanted to tell me who stole my racket!
NVM! its good to make people laugh.
dont know why, but i was damn high ytd. kept laughing and laughing for no reason.
dinnering with chuan was hilarious too. :DD
i think laughing is therapeutic. for me. haha.
and my surprise wasnt surprising so i threw it away. ):
the ACES day dance thing was quite fun and i cld rmb all the steps!
ya okay wasnt v challenging but its an achievement for those who always cannot coordinate their hands and feet alrdy. so yea. ((:
i got so many things to do i think im damn damn screwed la.
EOM EOM EOM EOM EOM EOM EOM EOM EOM EOM EOM EOM.
havent even found my article. thanks man. and tmr's the deadline! :D
i've got a super ugly and horrible blue black bump thing on my left middle finger.
cos i accidentally whacked myself with MY OWN RACKET.
okay! i know it sounds retarded.
i always end trngs with pretty patches of blue black here and there.
it's these little things everyday that keep me going.
Saturday, August 19, 2006
ALMOST late tdy for the mac ritchie run. :/
they ALMOST started running without me.
hahah luckily i cld still make it in time.
nice job babes! ((:
we'll all be fit and pretty ladies in no time if we continue running this way.
okay i din manage to run 6.8km under 50 mins,
but at least quite close la.
51.02. :DD
and coach said tt we ALL improved alot. YAY.
went to j8 with some of the girls and nigel after running for lunch.
and COINCIDENTALLY saw kf and the hock girls at yoshinoya. went shopping with them after lunch. (:
kf got me my present from bits and pieces. hahah. the super ex earring.
SHH! dont let ur gf know.
yea and i love the ring tt chuan cheryl and teng got me. from bits and pieces too. :D
time to get started.
Thursday, August 17, 2006
i've suddenly realised. and finally figured out why.
okay, but i did it with lots of help of cos.
words get around.
it takes time to know wht a person is really like.
but yea, the sky's clearer now and i've seen alot more tt i have nvr before.
im missing the sunshine in my life. please appear soon. :D
and i wna thank all my pillars of strength. ((:
Sunday, August 13, 2006
okay. i went to cut my hair short and got my third and fourth ear holes. (:
maybe im jus trying to distract myself from doing all these, i dont know.
but i kinda like my new hair. (although i really REALLY regretted when the hairdresser was halfway through it.) and am so proud of my earholes!
bang. and its all over.
i wna be happy. teach me how. i've lost my smiles and laughter. and cant find them back.
it might be easy for you, but it aint for me.
why do i insist on looking at the things which make me ___?
maybe one day i can get over it. and not give a flying ____ about it anymore. jus not now.
some days, i jus dont like myself so so much that i wna hide under my blanket and not have to see ANYONE.
i dont like to make people worry, but i cant jus pretend that im alright.
aye. i should jus go off and stop acting like some mental depressant.
Thursday, August 10, 2006
back to update you all with some photos :DD
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my birthday cake from 02o6! looks so bright and sunny doesnt it?
from qianning! thanks babe. ;)
HAHA. tt dear girl slipped this into my bag while i wasnt looking. thanks kaifong! :D
from jazreel, jocelyn and eileen. i'll nvr forget wht u all did to the card. HOHO. but i'll keep it. (whr nobody will ever see it.)
WHEE. see the engraving! -GLAM QUEEN- :DD
the brownie cake that jasline baked for me! damn nice la. :D
candies from the squash babes! they made my bday a really sweet one. :DD
she bluffed me that she was going toilet, then walked the long long way via the carpark to the shop to get me this. because i said looking at the colourful lollipops makes me happy. I LOVE TENG! ((((: (and i was wondering if she dropped into the toilet bowl or sth. AHA.)
AHHHH. blogger doesnt allow me to update anymore photos. )):
i shall update the national day visuals on another day! after i've collated all from everybody.
sophie dear! let's meet up and catch up with each other soon. (:
i dont know wht happened, but im sure you're a strong enough girl to overcome all these.
i'll be with you no matter wht.
to smile with you when you're happy.
to cry with you when you're sad.
jiayou dear! i'll be seeing you. :D
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
had a really really enjoyable day with the st nicks babes, qian, and the rest of the oh-two-ers who turned up for the steamboat dinner/fireworks watching session tdy. :DD
but im jus so so tired i shall update about it tmr instead.
haha. with pictures and videos!
omy we were cam-whoring like mad tdy. (: LOL.
shall pester everyone to send me the photos ASAP!
i really hate myself and my tears.
they make me feel useless.
joyce will be missing for a few days.
please pardon her absence and wait patiently. (:
SHE'LL BE BACK.
more updates tmr!
Monday, August 07, 2006
happy sweet 17th, joyce. :D
got so many people i wna thank for making my day today. hahah i'll try to recall all but sry if i dont!
thanks to those who stayed up (or attempted to) to wish me happy birthday!
chengfeng wayne chuan tzeyuen eileen sis qianning teng. :DD
those who wished me happy birthday bright and early in the morning at school!
chuan cheryl tzeyuen spencer helen teng kaifong qianning chengfeng meiying.
stupid CHENGFENG thanks for whacking me SO HARD in the morning la. shocked me. hahah. but twice only. i'll return u the other fifteen next year on your bday. :p yea and for dedicating an entry to me on your blog! im honoured. ((: http://evil-eradication.blogspot.com/
QIANNING! thanks for your truckloads of presents. and for understanding. (: and for walking me back to the courts after the house exco meeting.
02o6! i love the birthday song you all sang after chem lect. and the ohana celebration plus the cake which looks like a durian cake. the keyring as well! the engraving's really nice. i'll find someone's picture to put into it soon. ((: haha!
the AUGUST babies with the duriancake lookalike!
me and qianning! cos i din wna take alone. :D ahaa.
JAZREEL JOCELYN AND EILEEN! you three NICE girls are the ultimate. hahah. for scaring me during math lect you all better watch out. LOL. and next time get a more skilled person to video down my reaction! :DD thanks for the hello kitty music box and the HIGHLY SPASTIC but ENTERTAINING card!
MEIYING! where's my birthday card. )): aha. thanks for the wishes at the last few minutes!
LIYAN! thanks for asking me to smile and cheer up cos its my birthday!
SHAN CHUN! hahah he sponsored the GP group two pieces of foolscap cos it's my birthday today. yay. JIAYING AND PEISHAN for being the last ones to wish my happy birthday!
CHERYL said happy birthday to me THREE TIMES tdy! :D
RAYMOND! thanks for the smses and everything else. ahah. you know la.
MINGYEE JOANNE! thanks for simply remembering, dears. (:
ELAINE! thanks for remembering too girl!
XIAO JIN! thanks! you remembered every year without fail ((:
GOD-MA and MARTIN! thanks for the call and wishing me happy birthday online. :D
SOPHIE darling girl! thanks for the 'birthday song' yea? :DD i'll cya this sunday!
ZHIWEI for wishing me HAPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY online! :D
JASLINE JACLYN YUANNSHAN JOLENE CHERYN JIAYING XUENIE HUIJIE TZEYUEN! omy. haha. i love you girls! thanks for the cake, present and ultra loud birthday song. :D and i got a shock! cos i thgt you all really forget le. goodness la. it was damn touching when you girls ran out and passed me the super sweet present. :D
DARREN HO/TAN even if i dont know both of you well personally, thanks for the birthday wishes and both of you owe me cakes! :D hahah.
YANLING! thanks for wishing me happy birthday online yea? hahah had lots of fun laughing with you during the hockey international match! lets go laughing tgt soon!
CHUAN! thanks for the cereal bar and the soccer ball chocolate. (: big hug to you for always being there and calling ytd night. :D
KAIFONG! blur queen. i become one year older alrdy! HAHA sneaky eh. tsk tsk. thanks for the hug in the canteen even though i was all sweaty from PE. ((: and i want my strawberry cake soon. :D LOVE!
TENG! hahah you're so sweet la! as sweet as the HUGE HUGE LOLLIPOP. :D thanks for the smses during lesson time! and for talking and talking to keep me from thinking unhappy thoughts. had fun shopping with you tdy! as for the girlfriend part, i'll have to consider. LOL! thanks for your blog post. (:
thanks to both my sisters for the presents on my table when i reached home. and letting me capture your unglam singing faces on video! haha kidding. :D
MUM! for giving me the angbao early this morning and the pretty pretty cake!
and to you. thanks for being with me for the first few minutes of my 17th birthday. (:
my handphone is too lousy! dont allow me to upload the photos. )): i shall edit this post agn when it's working. :D
Sunday, August 06, 2006
i wish that i can say it's okay.
i wish that i can say it doesnt matter to me.
i wish that i can say i dont feel anything at all.
i wish that i can say it doesnt mean anything for me.
i wish that i can say i dont care. but i cant.
i used to think that i was strong
until the day it all went wrong
i think i need a miracle to make it through
16 hours and 20 minutes more to turning seventeen.
i think i need to grow up abit more.
it's not a good thing to have too much faith in people.
when the rubber band snaps you'll end up being the one who gets hurt.
super no mood for the past few days.
feel so sorry to all my friends who have to tolerate my moodiness. :/
nonetheless, i'll try to look forward to my birthday like i always do in the past. (:
went to the army mkt with kf and teng ytd to buy red fbts for their cls for national day celebration. hahah.
i finally got my blue fbts! and i got a red pair as well. :D then can blend in with the other 6 when we go out after celebration. but still got trng!
got red shoelaces. so cool! and i can wear the red and white star studs that i got for national day last year.
hahah. ltr i'll end up looking like a total singapore flag. :/
but national day's always exciting for me!. :DD im patriotic.
Thursday, August 03, 2006
im really sorry.
i didnt mean to.
you never do, do you?
never mind, im not making sense.
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